Lost myself Video (MV)

Been stuck way too long
Way too long can't move on
Might just stay stuck and sip wock
And I told her I'mma leave but I been gone

Why even lie
At this point of your life
Why even try to
Cause I'm trynna look like a rkelly victim
Make my diamonds shine bright
And yellow
Flex on these broke bums
Rocking good fellow

And I ain't gone back down
I'mma send missiles
That bitch done f*cked me up
It's been official
And I said it don't hurt
But I feel it through the pain killers
It hurts just a little
It hurts just a little

But I'm back in my prime solving riddles
And I been on that tI'ming since a kiddo
And I wonder why she don't care
No matter how good I'mma treat her
And I can't see why so I'mma blind myself
Yea blind myself
And I can't seem to tell what is real
So I guess I'll just kill my feels
I'm trynna be sincere
But I guess I come off as weird
That's something I no longer wanna hear
So I guess I'll just cut off my ears

Yeaa
I guess I'll just cut off my ears
I guess I'll just cut off my ears

I cannot tell what's real
So I guess I'll just numb my feels
I cannot see the signs
So I guess I'll just blind myself
With all the pain I felt
I don't lost myself
I think the end is near
I'll put my brains on a shelf