My life's like a horror movie
Try to run but they still pursue me
Can't sleep 'cause they see me in my dreams
I'm surrounded by these murderous fiends
No I can't eat I can't sleep
Feel my chest
Hear my heartbeat
I can't eat I can't sleep
Feel my chest
Feel my heart
Beat
Beat beat
No joy no affection
Just paranoia depression
I tend to avoid the confessions
That at my lawyer's discretion
Can't avoid intersections
With a driven soul
Think this shit is criminal
Caught in the middle like a centerfold
I tend to roll at least ten to stroll
Or befriend a hoe
Who plays games like m-m-o's
Anxiety takes a toll
Might entirely break and fold
Like wrestler chairs
Just won't tap out
Hit the ref with the glare
Exhale smoke
Take breath of this air
Still affected beware
Like shark-infested waters
When it was dark
Ingested quarters
Like a vending machine
The ending it seems near
The regret and this grief
From selected beliefs we're accustomed to
From walking a crooked line
Like a W
Never catch me slippin'
Like rubber boots
'Cause if I do they'll tug the noose
This isn't Mother Goose
No nursery rhymes
The world is inadvertently mine
My life's like a horror movie
Try to run but they still pursue me
Can't sleep 'cause they see me in my dreams
I'm surrounded by these murderous fiends
No I can't eat I can't sleep
Feel my chest
Hear my heartbeat
I can't eat I can't sleep
Feel my chest
Feel my heart
Beat
Beat beat
On the verge of merging with essence
Once was curving all my blessings
It's disturbing as regression
Been earning with a weapon
These words made me turn in this direction
A permanent connection like childbirth
Been a dick
No Prince Albert
No f*cks
Better duck like mallards
As I pile herbs like botanists
Stomach churning yearning for opulence
As they shake in their moccasins
Won't feel safe unless I lock it in
Please come cop again
We all the same but different
Like a homonym
Stress I'm conjuring
A mental clobbering
Fight for dominance
Realize my prominence
Diabolic twists
That's closer than usual
Like you can't cope at the funeral
A slippery slope no numerals
Surrounded by squares like cubicles
Since school on Mosholu
Been driven like Subaru
With blood on my cuticles
Life's a stage
So why play like the crucible
My life's like a horror movie
Try to run but they still pursue me
Can't sleep 'cause they see me in my dreams
I'm surrounded by these murderous fiends