5th Child - Untitled Lyrics

I just hope you can accept me as I am
However many years it took to get you
The big picture was never in my view
Nor the scripture
I gave in
Faith can move a mountain
Yet, in weakness, I caved in
Gave up my future for my surroundings
If this sounds like an excuse then let me slow it down
I just thought they was the one but see I know it now
This castle was made for you but then I tore it down
And might light of an experience that's so profound
See, I gave freely what was all yours all along
Because it felt right
Now it got me feeling so wrong
For 21 years I mainly remained strong
Then I felt I had to have it
And like magic it was gone
Pandora had me wide open
And anytime that I was willing had her thighs open
I was blinded by the lust but now my eyes open
My only hope is you can see past mistakes
And forgive me for not waiting on you
Now it's a lot of broads hating on you
But I can testify that they ain't got Nathan on you
They ain't got a thing on you

As adolescents we was acting reckless
Oh we broke up? Cool. We was smashing exes
Keep it physical, rule one: no asking questions
Make sure you don't get them pregnant and you getting tested
See we was getting tested
And the feeling was genuine simply misdirected
A little piece of me died, with you it's resurrected
But I could never give you back what they intercepted
May not even be a deal in your perspective
And I've got no regrets just reflections
Women that I wish I'd never met but there's a lesson
To be learned with every broken heart
Sometimes growing up means we have to grow apart
The race can be disaster if you stumble through the start
Chasing after what you want, losing sight of who you are
By far, the rest fell to shame when you came
You took away my breath
Now will you take my last name
I'm just saying