They don't believe in me anymore
Why
Since I lost my cousins I haven't been the same
Mom's going thru a divorce and pops family acting like we don't exist anymore
I guess relationship change when people are no longer together but
I stayed the same so truth is I shall remain
Unbreakable
Don't spend your life in chains
It's not fair to you
Truth is my bm loves me more than she loves my seed
And I know he not hers but that shit still confuses me
Some times I just want to give it all up
Like maybe I'm not the best father to my children
Or maybe I'm not the best son to my moms and
I know i promised her shit will get better
But I'm turning 30
And my future aint clear to me
Music aint where it need to be
Not much they can write on my damn eulogy
This shit aint new to me
Im been down and out before
Five keep telling me to think positive and shit
Like we gonna make it we to great to be living in someone's basement
And I hear em but shit aint coming fast enough
A 9-5 nigga that aint adding up
Im from Staten Island
Where life aint worth shit unless you light enough
And I know it goes on in other places but I never been
I can only speak on the shit i see happening
Life is a dangerous road
I feel like I'm gonna crash again
Until next time I don't want to go on babaling