On My Own Video (MV)

This is my life
Oh yea

Ive Been grinding on my own
And I never felt at home
Even before I was grown
Now Im grown
Throwing up
Life is f*cked up
Withdrawls got me choosing
These drugs that im abusing

Over everything
Phone let it ring
I dont wanna talk
I just wanna drink
I just wanna sing
Musics the only thing that get me feeling free
If I died right now
That feeling would be freedom
They say I talk about death too much
I wish theyd all hold their breathe too much
Ive been locked up
Ill be out in six months
If I dont lose my cool
And tear this Bitch up
Shes been freaking out
So I stopped calling home
The feelings right
This is my life
Im on my own

Ive Been grinding on my own
And I never felt at home
Even before I was grown
Now Im grown
Throwing up
Life is f*cked up
Withdrawls got me choosing
These drugs that im abusing
Now
Ive Been grinding on my own
And I never felt at home
Even before I was grown
Now Im grown
Throwing up
Life is f*cked up
Life is f*cked up

Everything just happened too fast
Time flew by and it aint coming back
I spent my time wise I was saving some for freedom
I didnt write the world
I didnt think id need em
But with time in mind
I had some to think
And now that Im out
I had some to drink
Time f*cked me over
But time kept me sober
My time keeps running now Im wishing it was over
Bout the time we got together
Thought you were what i needed
Always there for me
And now I feel defeated
Cuz time after time I gave you second chances
But now im at the point where I regret it in advance
And
Drugs youre my disease
Bring me so much pain
But im addicted to your ways
And I just cant walk away
Dont know if I should stay
Cuz I got angels and demons pulling me every which way

Ive Been grinding on my own
And I never felt at home
Even before I was grown
Now Im grown
Throwing up
Life is f*cked up
Withdrawls got me choosing
These drugs that im abusing
Now
Ive Been grinding on my own
(I've been grinding on my own)
And I never felt at home
(And they never call my phone)
Even before I was grown
(Unless they need that, bring that pole)
Now Im grown
Throwing up
Life is f*cked up
Withdrawls got me choosing
These drugs that im abusing
Over everything