They say time march and that money train aint bouta wait for you
I been poppin pills and no my mom aint raise no fool
Scared to see my granny she pray I go back to school
Fell victim to that fast life i aint know what to do
RIP my fallen soldiers i do this for you
And all my niggas feelin like they aint got shit to lose
Its crazy how they strangers now we used to be a crew
Cant give up on myself i know i still got much to prove
I shed a tear writin this song its been a long night
I almost let some people down and took my own life
I prayed to God, apologized and held the chrome tight
See i know ima die a coward if i dont fight
I talked to Tim he said the other side was paradise
And when you aiming for the stars you cant be scared of heights
The day you left it broke my heart it left me paralyzed
See i been watchin for the snakes the rats and parasites
I know my future lookin bright and i jus pray i see it through
Got so much potential and to waste it I refuse
Shorty was my backbone she left me wit the blues
And even say a word to me it had me so confused
But i know i cant even trip on that im used to this
I lost my focus tryna keep up wit that cupid sh*t
You either fight or you fall
I had to go through it all
Im facing post traumatic stress from all the pain that I saw
They say time march and that money train aint bouta wait for youu
I been poppin pills and no my mom aint raise no fool
Scared to see my granny she pray I go back to school
Fell victim to that fast life i aint know what to do
RIP my fallen soldiers i do this for you
And all my n*ggas feelin like they aint got sh*t to lose
Its crazy how they strangers now we used to be a crew
Cant give up on myself i know i still got much to prove
Who dat talkin crazy
I aint had no patience lately
Man I used to walk the city now i slide in a Mercedes
Niggas never listen to the music now they pay me
I just put my pain on paper ima do this til im 80
Hey
I know some trapstars turned fiends and yea it really broke my heart
Hardest nigga in my city wit this sh*t by far
Heard that b*tch a fan of me i know she a die hard
Heard that b*tch a fan of me i know she a die
They say time march and that money train aint bouta wait for
I been poppin pills and no my mom aint raise no fool
Scared to see my granny she pray I go back to school
Fell victim to that fast life i aint know what to do
RIP my fallen soldiers i do this for you
And all my n*ggas feelin like they aint got sh*t to lose
Its crazy how they strangers now we used to be a crew
Cant give up on myself i know i still got much to prove