4NDY - LOSE IT Lyrics

I've been trying to change my life but I can't seem to get it right
And I can't seem to get myself over that hill
'Cause I don't wanna lose it
I don't wanna fight cause I don't know if I can win
Losing you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do
And I wouldn't have made it through without my friends
I used to have big dreams with just my paper and pen
But now I just wanna live my life the way you say was right
And just pray to God that I might see you at the end
I know I act like I've forgotten you but I wouldn't be alive if not for you
Everything I know and everything I feel and everything I love I got from you
And there's nothing in the world that can change it
I'll talk about you every single day
And I write the songs that say what I never got to say
And just remember that one day you'll get to play this
I've been trying to change my life but I can't seem to get it right
And I can't seem to get myself over that hill
And everything changes I don't know what to say
If it's going my way then I'll see you one day
And so much has changed since the day you left
I got myself love I got myself hope I feel like I've earned my rest
I'm finally progressing at work
I'm finally making new friends
I'm finding my way I'm learning new skills
I'm taking it day by day
But I'm not saying that it's perfect
I've got some bad habits I want to purge
And some days could go a lot worse
But it's testing me it's getting on my nerves
That the world keeps on throwing me curveballs
I'm finally reaching my curtain call
'Cause I don't know if I can take much more
I'll make you proud but I won't win awards
I've been tryna change my life but I can't seem to get it right
And I can't seem to get myself over that hill
I've been tryna change my life but I can't seem to get it right
And I can't seem to get myself over that hill
'Cause I don't wanna lose it
No I don't wanna lose it