I'd give up the world
I'd give up my life
I'd set fire to the ground, set fire to the sky
Just to look at your smile, just to look at your eyes
One more time
Nearly two years since we laid you to rest So tell me why I'm still feeling so f*cking depressed
About every little thing that I wish I could've said
And every single thought of you dying alone in that bed
Because everyone keeps telling me you're still looking down
But I hope not, cause I know that that man wouldn't be proud
About the way I've handled things
And yeah, I guess I'm a coward
But I don't exactly feel like I've got people around
Cause it hurts to remember you, especially now you're gone
But I can't move on without you, cause it feels so f*cking wrong
So I drift away into my room and write another song
In this toxic f*cking loop that keeps reminding me you're gone
And so I sit, and it goes on and on and on
And it feels like I'm at a war, but I forgot to bring a gun
And every step I take feels like it adds another ton
Of all this shit I'm dealing with, and I don't think that I could run
The problems follow me, with every memory up inside of me
So many bad things happening, bad luck might be a part of me
And I know you're gone, but I could do with someone guiding me
If karma is a bitch, then she's walking to the side of me
I really wish you were here, but I block it out with smoke
The grief replaced by the fear
Of losing someone else that I hold near and dear
I hope there's God up in the sky, and I hope this song he can hear, cause
I'd give up the world
I'd give up my life
I'd set fire to the ground, set fire to the sky
Just to look at your smile, just to look at your eyes
One more time