47stillstanding - Something Special Lyrics

Yeah I aint nothing special just a guy that's at work
A 9 to 5 in life really just don't feel like my worth
I know there's more to my time than just being a jerk
Cause I be mad as f*ck talkin all this shit to the world

I got tendencies to be the best that I can be
But lately I don't really feel like I'm the same ol me
Since my father figure passed
Its hard to wanna breath
Never wanna lose another person but I'm losin me

God damn it's alright
It's just another thing
Shake it off little solider enjoy the finer things
Ya got ya mama and this life and all of what it brings
Don't dwell too much on the past even though it's hauntin me
I got my girl and she's my world
She brings me to my knees

I swear I'll marry her just gotta figure out some things
I got a family with her family I never felt so free
I love this life but sometimes it still gets to me

I get so paranoid livin in my head
I feel like I'm destroyed layin in my bed
But I go on and on cause I have to
So I don't leave you here feelin sad too
Tell me a story to make time fly
Let's take this right up to the night sky

Sometimes I yeah...
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I yeah
Sometimes I

Mama I love you but this trailers got to go
I cannot grow old and live so cold

Gotta give all my patience
Keep on workin, waitin
For what God's been timin
That's just what I put faith in
No I don't have the answers
Shoutout to my man Sway and
All of those livin life tryin to find another way in

Breaking through the ground
Yes Im feelin so odd
To be number one you gotta be one not livin a lie
When it comes to rap shit
I give it up to Rashad
Reloaded on you if you need to hear it another time

Grim obsession
This depression keeps me stressin
Wanna take a couple pills to make the pressure lessen
Find a way to cope
I need a better method
Before you find me on the sidewalk dead...

I get so paranoid livin in my head
I feel like I'm destroyed layin in my bed
But I go on and on cause I have to
So I don't leave you here feelin sad too
Tell me a story to make time fly
Let's take this right up to the night sky

Sometimes I yeah...
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I yeah
Sometimes I

Rest in peace to Mac Miller
I didn't think I'd be saying this on this record
Honestly I can't believe that this happened
God damn...