440morningstar - Therapy Lyrics

I be in my mind tho
Stuck inside the rhymes tho yeah
Working double time tho
Feeling like I'm all the way up and I'm too sublime tho
I treat this like a therapy
Cause my mind is what's scaring me yeah
Could you just quit the staring please
I'm different it's apparent let me use this as my therapy

This is the life that I'm choosing
One day I'll say it's the life that I chose
Yeah, I cannot be scared of losing
Well I guess that is the threat that I pose
People be telling me
That they be doubting me
Can't get ahead of me
Never be pouting
I got no time
My life on the line
Well that's the truth
What if you knew
That I don't want anything besides the music
Live through the songs
That's what I'm choosing
Feeling far gone
Music a drug and I really go outta my way to abuse it
Inject the flows
Smoking the beat
Stand on my own
I'm on my feet
Don't need no help get it all on my own
Rapping until I can never no more
Like oh no what they want with me
I been washed up like the sea
So I gotta get back out there
Gotta show em I can be
Something bigger
Something better
Prove to y'all that I'm so clever
Never give in no surrender
Work my hardest stuck inside my mind
Cause I'm wanting this
Working for this
Grinding for this
Lying for this
Striving for this
Hurting for this
Like nah nah
You can't tell me I don't want it
I been working for it too long
Say I'm shit well you wrong
Clip haters like coupons
Look at me I know you feeling it
Look at me look at me I'm way too into it
Look at me dedicate my soul put into it
Look at me look at me meditate cannot think negative
Look at me I use the beat like a sedative
Numbing the pain
That is my aim
Feeling my sane
Lose as I gain
All in my mind's insane
I spill it all out
Onto the page
Fill up with doubt
Am I insane?
Never for clout
Working so hard gotta let it all out
Recently feeling like I won't amount
I'm stuck in my mind I'm not looking around
Work on the craft I can never look back
Spazz on the track know you f*cking with that
Perfecting the flow never subtle with that
I be making em lit
Gotta flex a little bit
Yeah designer my hip
Even got a little ice on my neck
Yea I'm f*cking with that
Feel like running it back
Cause I strayed too far from the topic
Mending my brain I been feeling so thoughtless
Original thoughts come in at a cost bitch
And I can't pay for em cuz my heart been jobless
Like it been crawling
Putting in effort, so I can stop this
I'm getting better, I feel lawless
Working forever, never gonna stall bitch
This an endeavor, won't see me falling
I see the beat I'm gon level it
Never embellish it
That is my edicate
Never gon look at the preterite
And tell myself I will never be better than that
I see myself as a master of tracks
And I tell myself I'll do better than past
Times, I can do better than past
Rhymes, I'm not focusing on wack,
Lines, it's time
Trapped in my mind
Going to therapy
One of a kind
This shit is scaring me ain't gonna lie
I'm always weary I don't wanna die
Cannot compare to me bitch I contrast
Hide all my sanity behind a mask
Living a masquerade
My mind decayed
I know that my heart's a mile away
And what's inside is not displayed
But I hide emotion, barricaded
Asking my heart but he's unpersuaded
He's too jaded
F*ck I hate it
Beats and bars are what make me, me
Shooting for the stars maybe I'll be
Something I never thought I could be
Living the life thought I'd never see
F*ck all the hate
I appreciate
You don't officiate
This is my game and I'll play it my way
Mind is in pain
F*ck out the way bitch I'm making a name, cause

I be in my mind tho
Been stuck inside the rhymes tho yeah
Been working double time tho
Feeling like I'm all the way up and I'm too sublime tho yeah
I treat this like a therapy
Cause my mind is what's scaring me yeah
So could you just quit the staring please
I'm different it's apparent let me use this as my therapy
I be in my mind tho
Been stuck inside the rhymes tho yeah
Been working double time tho
Feeling like I'm all the way up and I'm too sublime tho yeah
I treat this like a therapy
Cause my mind is what's scaring me yeah
So could you just quit the staring please
I'm different it's apparent let me use this as my therapy