Pushing, pulling, it never stops, shoving me closer to the edge
Over and over, it's tearing me up inside, twisting my insides, I'm dead
Why were you so cold? (When all I did was)
Try to help you grow (I hate you for)
Leaving me here on my own
(And all of the) things you did to put me down and
Why do I still crave your love
(I can't stop thinking of) memories shared by us
(All I see are) visions of you perfect in my eyes
Blinded to imperfection I
Saw pureness in you
How could you use me like this
Im over, it's through
Due time for all your petty lies to come back up again
All my fault that I told you that I'd stick with you till the
Crying, the heaving, the toll that it's taking
I'm trying, I'm breathing
The feeling it won't go away
The kindness it killed me
You really were lovely
The way that you f*cked me unburdened the sins I convey.
I fell for myself, what a fool if I'd known
The time that I wasted, the years I spent homing
For what felt like nothing
I sure never felt it
No mind, I've got patience you f*cking whore
BITCH