3x7n - øverdøse II Lyrics

All the mysteries I left no clues for
Already lost my chance
Now I'm lying as a pile of dust on the floor

So many reasons to live
It's just one less
Too bad you don't see that
She had been my whole life regardless

Never have I ever felt so much pain
It isn't physical
When I realized her life was hard to maintain

Sometimes I wish I could just replace her
Let her stay alive
Because her happiness means much to me
It keeps me sane

Sit in silence
All my thoughts surround me
What if I had saved her
What if I'd have said her something otherwise

Taking all this shit in
Throw 'em to the bin
Punch me in the face
Stop clinging on the past
You gotta start again

Refuse to leave my mind
Refuse to let go
Really difficult
The fact is that she's gone
I can not leave
I love her so

Need to leave
I can't be seen right next her
Once they will find out the gun on the floor uses only point 4 caliber

Run away as far as I can
Unseen
Calling it a day
Phone is ringing
Cops are tryna find out where I've been

Keep it silent
Got a text from friend of mine
Asking why I'm gone
Cannot answer
Try to find a place where sun don't shine

Stable hasn't been a word in my mind
In no way describes all my actions, consequences
All that's left to find

Never have I ever held emotions
I was so obsessed
I decided no one else could be atrocious

Can't let go
I'm stuck on loop
I'm helpless
Pain is feeling endless
A maniac
I feel so f*cking senseless

Take the gun and point it on my forehead
End it with a bang
Blood on walls
No excuse
Nothing to be said

Am I still alive
I need to confess
How on earth I miss
Try again
See my face lying lifeless

Fade away as door is knocked off quickly
They have found a suspect
Mutilated
No one can see that was me