Suffocating Video (MV)

She got a problem that she doesn't understand
Had a father but he was just a man
Tried his best but he wasn't really there
Now the world spins on without a care
Casualty should've seen while the tears ran down on me
Casualty should've seen that her heart wants to be free
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
She hides a pain that's deep
She needs to find her peace
Thank you to my pops
For showing me the world was cold
Taught me everything nobody ever, ever told
Preaching, talking, learning lessons never taught in school
Probably cause I skipped a lot, looking back it's true
Got fake friends and fake emotions stacking up against the wall
People wanna ask me why the f*ck I'm not doing my job
Probably cause I'm contemplating my life
I'm writing every single verse, taking notes at night
It's a cold world, you should see the pain she feels
Cause everybody showed her different ways and different deals
She's contemplating, meditating, trying to find a way to get it
Everybody keeps on stepping on her neck so she's shaking
She got a problem that she doesn't understand
Had a father but he was just a man
Tried his best but he wasn't really there
Now the world spins on without a care
Throw the flag on me, throw the flag on me
Motherf*cker wanna talk, I tell him c'est la vie
I load it up and chop it up, I said let it bang like B
These motherf*ckers wanna talk shit, said c'est la vie
I mean, like the games you wanna play
You chasing all this money, trying to go for finer things
But honestly, there is not a finer thing in you
Cause I just wanna see the diamonds but you're turning blue
Now she's coming back and trying to figure it all out
Weigh it up inside her mind that she can't sort it out
Drugs inside her system trying to f*cking numb the pain
But the past traumas still suck up inside her brain
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
She hides a pain that's deep
She needs to find her peace