My Fault (2018) Video (MV)

I don't know why I'm like this
I don't know why I'm so wrong
I need a minute to catch my breath
I've been running for so long
How am I supposed to act
When I know there's no turning back?
'Cause I left your heart broken with words left unspoken
But I just can't face that
It's all my fault this time
This is something I can't rewind
I always imagined I'd be... better for myself
I lost the fight I picked cuz I forgot how to live
Without you in my life
And I'm wishing I was sober, so I could think this over
In a clearer state of mind
I'm sorry I f*cked up
I'm sorry I couldn't be better
And I know it's gonna kill me when I'm left all alone
But I have to face that
It's all my fault this time
This is something I can't rewind
And I know I can't turn back time
But that don't mean I can't try