Sometimes I wish that life was free
It's negotiable sometimes
It's just extended contracts, the outcome still life ending
So l've been floating for sometime
I'm still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life
Im' still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life
When my gma passed I haven't felt the same
It's crazy how life works, that was my worst pain
Even before that people say that I been acting different
I been a buck, having two kids the only thing changed
I don't do no resolutions, aint no new me
Now I'm doing numbers, they claim they knew me
But I just focus on myself counting that blue cheese
Stacking all this paper like it's loose lead
Guess it's the end of the road
Our last time meeting
I'm not very emotional
I'm having a hard time grieving
I just wished you remembered my kids every time you seen em
When I'm on I know my gma gone be proud of me
I just wish that she was down here on this earth to see
But her just being younger is the only change
Because with dementia it just hurt she couldn't remember a thang
I wish that life was free
It's negotiable sometimes
It's just extended contracts, the outcome still life ending
So l've been floating for sometime
I'm still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life
I'm still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life
Sometimes I really wish that life was just so simple
My family really the only thing helping with my mental
No matter how I succeed I know where I come from
All day ones get to eat not who came after comeup
I promise we are not the same
I handle business, I'm a beast, oh I cannot be tamed
I may be just a lil bipolar, but I'm not insane
Maybe I am acting different, but even bills come to change
Sometimes I wish that life was free
It's negotiable sometimes
It's just extended contracts,the outcome still life ending
So l've been floating for
I'm still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life
I'm still tryna figure out just how to live my life
Live my life