How I Feel Video (MV)

So much pain up in my body, I need surgery.
And I lost so many people and it's hurting
Me.
I be dying in my dreams, I can't go to sleep.
All this pain up in my body, you ain't notice me.
Shi on God.
I can't f*ck with her no more, I think she over me.
But I love her ass so much, she keep me company.
R.I.P. my nigga, Noah ripp that shit until
I die.
Every time I leave the crib, you know I gotta
Grab my fye.
I hate being me, they don't know how I feel
Cause they can't be me.
I caught a cramp up on ah skit, they had to carry me.
I lost my mama, lost my daddy, I was just
13
So much pain up in my body, I need surgery.
And I lost so many people and it's hurting me.
I be dying in my dreams, I can't go to sleep
All this pain up in my body, you ain't notice me.