Fighting with myself
My demons have come to play
Not afraid of the light
Showing a face they shouldn't be
Setting fire to all the things
I know and love
They came for you
And the damage can't be undone
For this time, and all the rest
I can't begin to let go
"This is all I have
I can't look back now"
I tell you
Looking through
The mirror to the past
Can I forgive myself
Or has the die been cast?
Have my sins finally
Outweighed my right?
Do I still have a chance
To see the light?
For this time, and all the rest
I can't begin to let go
"This is all I have
I can't look back now"
I tell you
For the times to come, I'm sorry
I know that I let you down again
All I know to say is that
"We're better off, in the end"
I know you can see me but
There's nothing there
Just a shell with some meat thrown in it
Exposed, empty, and bare
Fighting wars within this wretched
Mind, broken and bleak
The only hope that I have now is
If I can
I can forgive me
For this time, and all the rest
I can't begin to let go
"This is all I have
I can't look back now"
I tell you
For the times to come, I'm sorry
I know that I let you down again
All I know to say is that
"We're better off, in the end"