Catastrophe
The way you left me
So cold when you repressed me
No morals
You immortalize
My anxious state
What's the take away?
You can forget all the good times
You can take all the lies
I gifted you my love while you tiptoed around me
Shift shapes, so shady
No mistake, I can't replace the feelings that I felt
But you had all your issues that I couldn't help
And I know you dealt with them
But I couldn't deal with you
All the choices you made, what'd it give you?
A broken heart and a broken arm
I know you too well, but not enough
Thick skin so tough
I couldn't see what you were doing to me
Leading me out of my morality
No, I don't really give a f*ck about what you gonna do
You got nothing better to say when I keep coming thru
You keep thinking that you'll win but you gonna lose
Cause that's what you choose
(Oooh, ooh)
If you could see me when I wake up
You'd know I'm not mourning
And if you could have called me up
Or gave some kind of warning
When the morning ends
I'll see you again
With your sundried hair
And your tatted hands
Leave your bullshit lies
And your devil eyes
Don't you play pretend
Play pretend
There's always some strings attached with you
It feels like I'm constantly under attack with you
Knitting my heartstrings and playing them out of tune
Now it's my turn to mess expose you
Member when you were by my bedside
After drinking all night
Taking care of you was the only thing I wanted to do
But you didn't care enough, you didn't want my love or my help
Go help yourself, I'm not your doll on the shelf
If you could see me when I wake up
You'd know I'm not mourning
And if you could have called me up
Or gave some kind of warning
When the morning ends
I'll see you again
With your sundried hair
And your tatted hands
Leave your bullshit lies
And your devil eyes
Don't you play pretend
Play pretend
I don't wanna loose this