2 Fluent - Had It All Lyrics

I had it all, then I lost it, yeah, just exhausted
Yo I had it all, then I lost it No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted
I slip, I never fall, it's just a constant Recover out loud, I'm chasing God now
So I had it all, had it all Yo I had it all, then I lost it
No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted
Thank God every day, I'm on my way Finally placed in a good spot
It's been really hard for me So why not all of y'all show a little love for J
I mean why not, ain't any of y'all proud of me
Mental tweaking, my head's sore And I made it out and I'm alive, now I'm ready for more
Somehow I survived and I couldn't quit So get up off the floor, trust me, I get it, I know the feeling of
I just can't do this anymore, just can't do this anymore
It's real talk, there's so much that bother me, dawg Sometimes I'm feeling powerless, y'all
Like the world is better off without me in it at all
But hell no, I'm done, doubtin' me and fightin' daily with the demons that come
They surroundin' me, guess I'm believin' in God Say his name out loud, yeah it's Jesus, dawg
Yo I had it all, then I lost it No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted
I slip, I never fall, it's just a constant Recover out loud, I'm chasin' God now
So I had it all, had it all Yo I had it all, then I lost it
No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted
Just a young dude, yeah he thought he had it all
Rockin' with the wrong crew, why'd he get involved
With that stick tucked, man just waitin' on the call
Hands up, run his pockets, got him pressed against the wall
Then they let him out, now he spendin' all his time just steady drinkin
Talkin' to himself like, man what was you thinkin
And I'm drownin' in this liquor, God I'm sinkin, I'm sinkin
Time for the turnaround, I know you heard it now
Can't flip the script, pistol poppin' they watchin' man that's just word of mouth
So thankful and grateful for what life showed me
For what God told me, but you know that's the old me
Yo I had it all, then I lost it No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted
I slip, I never fall, it's just a constant Recover out loud, I'm chasin' God now
So I had it all, had it all Yo I had it all, then I lost it
No I'm not mad at all, I'm just exhausted