F*ck my truth all the world just lies
My emotions froze me in time
My soul letting go
So close to my last blow
I'm Losing control
I'll show you fear
Just look into my eyes
I see Birth
So close to my Demise
The truth borders suicide
It's no time left to lie
In your future vision
Do you see me living
You left me in awe
I'm no man
Just a collection of flaws
That gnaw at my chest
And the guilt just grow
Is it me or my failures that won't let go
Pain in my face reflect my future fate
My thoughts dried blood on the canvas
It's conflict in these stanzas
Making promises I can't keep
Like Santino I'm a bad motherf*cking friend
I ain't sleep in Three days tryna force a resurrection
Whispers in my ears
I been doing it sober
Now I wonder how much longer
Tell the truth not no ruse
Nights with whiskey over tooth
My mental cannot sooth
The end of my world
Disposition of Eeyore
God took away my Dior
Homie I'm gone
Unnuh unnuh
Tell the truth not no ruse
Nights with whiskey over tooth
My mental cannot sooth
The end of my world
Disposition of Eeyore
God took away my Dior
Homie I'm gone
Anything less everything is failing
I'm peaking over railings
Had a night with Hebrews
Shalom what do you do
Write poems and disappoint familial
I been drinking dark liquor
They seen my eyes, told me I was dying
I couldn't complain
My palms face the sun when I pray
I
Been seeing what pupil can't
Cuts across veins
Creases on brains
Eye been seeking atonement
Tell the truth not no ruse
Nights with whiskey over tooth
My mental cannot sooth
The end of my world
Disposition of Eeyore
God took away my Dior
Homie I'm gone
Unnuh unnuh
Tell the truth not no ruse
Nights with whiskey over tooth
My mental cannot sooth
The end of my world
Disposition of Eeyore
God took away my Dior
Homie I'm gone
It was never love I lacked
Oil seep into the tarmac
Molasses attacked
I done gave into hunger
I let the fear monger
I ain't a cynic I just seen some shit
I took a look
I'm a man tryna stop an avalanche
My brothers want a Cadillac
So I'm spitting off of the rack
Giving you this rookie season soundtrack
Talking to the side like I'm f*cking Bernie Mac
I'm losing the sound of my mind
Don't think I didn't try
I done meditated, drank some f*cking chai
I'm insane, hereby
It's not the flesh of my flesh
Or the blood of my blood
I got ready for the flood
Like Diogenes
I wanna feel free
Get the f*ck up out my way
And let me feel
The eternal shade
These scars seem to fade
And yo eyes, that cruel shade of jade
Slipping from my mind
But this pain still linger with time