1ark - Ghost Lyrics

Wake up feeling alone, where am I at?
Don't even need a phone, nobody want's to chat
I like commitment, that's why I have these tats
People like to judge, well I'll give you something to look at
Don't like being here anymore, I need a new habitat

Going by 1ark (1ark)
I'm feeling dark (dark)
Out here there's lions and sharks (sharks)
I'm hurting they left their marks (ouch)
One day they love you
The next they're trying to tear you apart
Hard to be myself anymore (why) because I have a heart
I'm the type to keep on trying
But they just dart
Here I am feeling sad
Slowly falling apart
I live my days in loneliness
Cause I can't be around people, who are full of phoniness
Everybody is equal, So why do some feel holiness
Laying on a beach on a deserted island, wanna be the coziest
I believe in myself, but this town is empty
It's cool you can hate me cause I'm trendy
But all it takes is one song, mom's spaghetti
I'm tired and nervous, and i'm only twenty (damn)

Wake up a ghost (ghost)
Don't like me and I'm the host (wow)
About to leave and go to the coast (skrr-skrr)
Chill guy, but I'll roast (try me)
You girls be doing the most (blah, blah)
I don't care what you post (nope)
Cause I know you never listen to me (forreal)
I'm a ghost (ghost)

Yeah I'm a rapper now (okay)
You don't like me, but how (how)
Just ignore me okay, wow (wow)
Things people do make me raise my eyebrow
Girls say they want a real man but then date a clown (clown)
If you got some weed, then yeah we can go another round (okay)
Don't even know why I try, they just wanna fool around (fool around)
I could leave and nobody would notice
Even if I made a loud sound
Always eating but around 150 (150)
Don't talk to anybody around here
They only keep it 50 (50)
I'm doing my thing chilling at home
Your out partying drinking whiskey (whiskey)
Been single for so long, and your bouncing around you filthy
Yeah I don't care what people think I'll put them on blast
Everybody's got something to say anyways, but your all in my past
But I ain't ever stopping, this music industry is so vast (vast)

Walk around tired all the time (tired)
But i still ain't a liar, I'm fine (fine)
I gave out too many chances until I read between the lines
I was delusional, but now I'm on the road seeing all these signs (signs)
Theirs haters everywhere, chilling on the sidelines (sidelines)
But ain't doing it right, need better guidelines (guidelines)
Just minding my business, reading the headlines (headlines)

Why am I here? (here)
What is my purpose? (purpose)
Screaming cause I'm nervous (nervous)
Treated me like a taxi cab, where's my service (service)
Love can't be bought out here (nope)
You can"t just make a purchase (hell nah)
Nobody can fool me (nope) I'm always making observations (true)
People don't wanna talk anymore, don't know how to hold a conversation
Relationships are forever f*cked (yeah)
I blame it on a few generations
Yeah you hurt me but all it did was fuel my motivation
You think you know me (nope)
But don't have a clue what it's like to be me (hell nah)
Go on talk behind my back (okay)
If i didn't say it then it ain't true, ya'll girls whack (true)
Never believed I'm better than anyone, I drive a pontiac (alright)
But I'm a full meal and you girls go around saying your a snack (f*ck)

Wake up a ghost (ghost)
Don't like me and I'm the host (wow)
About to leave and go to the coast (skrr-skrr)
Chill guy, but I'll roast (try me)
You girls be doing the most (blah, blah)
I don't care what you post (nope)
Cause I know you never listen to me (forreal)
I'm a ghost (ghost)

This is the end so listen (listen)
I don't need you fakes, keep your distance (f*ck off)
You say you like me, but don't care about my existence (nope)
A lot of you gave up on me, just needed some persistence (yeah)
Everybody let's me down, that's why I'm alone (true)
Shoutout asap rocking vlone
Juicewrld said it all girls are the same, yeah I should've known (should've known)
Used to always should a side they didn't deserve, but now I've grown
I know this ain't easy, keep grinding like a g (g)
A goat is weezy, if you ask me (me)
We all have a dream, what you wanna be
I'm ready to go to cali, it's time to flee (flee)
So if I get big don't act like we can talk (no)
Cause you already lost your shot (true)
You might think there's room but someone took your spot (facts)
You'll be trying to get ahold of me, and I'll be chilling out on a yacht (straight up)

Woke up with all these thoughts
Had a dream last night, it was a vision (vision)
I could cry, but I made a decision (decision)
I'm a ghost so I might as well embrace it (embrace it)
A ghost, but I want to be great so I'm going to chase it (chase it)
F*ck it, I don't know how else to rephrase it
I'm a ghost (I'm a ghost)