19Kell - Survival Lyrics

Aye,
Aye, uh, Aye
Survival of the fittest
Gotta walk around with lethal weapons in the trenches
I swear it's so dependent
Even though I walk without it I'm gon always stand on business
They can't walk inside my shoes cause every step they take they tripping
They can't live the way I live no you can't do it too
I was at the bottom feeling like my heart next to my shoes
Lights off in the crib I'm lighting candles seeing from a fuse
Mama crying got all these bills I'm trapping bags to get you through
I'm just tryna survive tonight
My old bitch thought I could trust her
But she breaking hearts ain't acting right
Conversations with the sky and every time I'm asking why
Like why the hell he had to die now he a angel in the sky
But whole damn time he supposed to be down here right by my side
I can't even lie it's so much demons in my mind
I try to keep those thoughts aside
Like pop a xan then grab a nine then all I'll think is slide
Eyes red so shoot his eyes so now he blind and won't survive
Damn
Only way to stay alive is living wrong
Scamming, drilling, trapping, only thing we know is flip a bowl
Trenchkid I don't know how to love it's always f*ck a hoe
Now this bitch tryna say that I'm the one but I'm not Derrick Rose
Like hoe this not no tic tac toe
I don't want x and o's I don't want love
Do my heart just like the opps I gotta leave my casket closed
Surviving now but I don't know when I'll be gone
So much drugs inside my body Percocet might snatch my soul
F*ck love I just want perfect sex lil bitch come snatch my soul
Cause I can live without your love but I can't live without your touch
Live without your touch, uh
Know some niggas so damn paranoid they sleep with guns
Rockstar lifestyle surviving off of pills and drugs
And if the feds come ever hit the spot I swear to God I'll run
Cause f*ck it it ain't shit to loose when you is at the bottom
So damn broke you stepping on the block in f*cked up Abercrombie's
Survival of the fittest nigga
You ain't had no helping hand
You just had to get it nigga
Mama say go be that man
Be the man you needed nigga
Boy turned to a man
F*ck about a father figure
F*ck about a father figure I can do without him nigga
I was with my bruddas nigga trapping till the sun up nigga
Trapping for a come up nigga
Yeah that's on my mother nigga
If you ever play with her I'll up it to your stomach nigga
Don't you get me started nigga
Choppa uppercut a nigga
Box him out the picture if it ain't my brudda I ain't f*cking with him
Survival of the fittest nigga
Need the money bad so I start grabbing pots and whipping nigga
Cause I gotta get it on my own no one will give it nigga
I done gave a arm and I ain't seen no f*cking hands nigga
I done put my trust in thots but they ain't gave a damn nigga
I done came up from the dirt had tears all in the sand nigga
Surviving lonely nights done really showed me who I am nigga
They ain't gave a damn nigga
Asking out for help I look around and they ain't care nigga
My niggas keep it G got Polo's on and never cared nigga
Only way surviving in this bitch you can't think fair nigga
I'm looking at my life like what the f*ck like this ain't fair nigga
God why you put me here is this really your plan nigga
Ever since my dawg got killed I swear I ain't been the same nigga
I'm just surviving in this bitch off drugs and pain nigga