19Kell - Story of a Trenchkid Lyrics

Ima story of a trenchkid who had to risk it all
I was wearing hand me downs ain't had no new fits at all
I don't really need to shoot but best believe I'm gonna ball
But if I gotta shoot it up then best believe I'll hit your top
And my bruddas they be with it know they be down to spray it out
I just give them one call and they try to take you
All I do is find the lo and they gonna pull up hunt you down
You is standing on your two feet but we gonna lay you down
I was getting high off weed and a x pill
So every time I move I be up I can't stand still
Pain inside my heart I try to hide it with a grin
Cause I took a bunch of L's I'm just tryna get a win
Traumatized as a kid I was getting bruised up
Slapped around my daddy crib I look at bruh like what the f*ck
Ever since a young age I had my back against the wall
Ever since then that's when I knew my life be kinda hard
So I wake up in the morning like the blunt and try to cope
Put the 3.5 inside the wood that just my antidote
On this dark road I'm tryna see some light I had to hope
Tryna take all of my blessings all at once might overdose
I'm in the trenches while I'm battling my demons
I'm seeing demons but I ain't riding in no demon
And now I'm getting high they think it's for no reason
I stay away from them I'm too used to a treason
Only want neck from thots cause you ain't my bitch
My bitch gotta hold me down hop out the car with
I can't love a thot I need me a jawn to love with
But it's kinda hard to fall in love with a trenchkid
Long nights in studios the only thing I vent to
Pop a pill hop in the booth tell the shit I went through
Mama crying then I see the bill it says it's past due
So I turned to trapping telling clients that them drugs new
F*cked up thinking I done always had some issues
Almost Od at ten seizing in my bedroom
Only way to heal is studios and getting bread soon
I done told my moms that we'll be out the damn trench soon
On the phone with bro I told him that he up next too
Put down the phone I didn't know that he'd be dead soon
Woke up and got the text saying he ain't make it through
Got killed from gun violence bullet holes just went through
Now it's tears inside my eyes what he did to earn that
He been staying out the way damn he ain't deserve that
If I see the killer put his ass inside a blood bath
Cause that's what happens when a trenchkid takes his soul out
Mhm that's what happens when a trenchkid takes his soul out
That's what happens when a trenchkid takes his soul out
Mhm, that's what happens when a trenchkid takes his soul out