Uh
And I swear to God I miss you nigga
Purple dranks inside my Styrofoam every time your spirit hit me
You was posed to be here by my side you was posed to get in with me
Now the only way that I can talk to you is looking at the ceiling, uh
And I can't even think clearly
Blurry thoughts inside my mind I'm too high off of pills and jiggas, uh
And I swear I might just crash out nigga
Dump the whole team for you
Uh, I'm blasting rounds for you nigga
And this just the interlude
You was posed to do the shit you'd say that you would do
Your plans right after school
Division one I swear I'm proud of you
If that day you'd say you'd leave today I'd be like you a fool
But the shit happened so quick
It all happened so fast I couldn't think that shit was real
Started looking at my phone I'm like the f*ck is going on
Had to come to realization that you ain't never coming home, uh
Ever since then now my mind missing
Lately now my mind tripping
Every time I think about you swear to God I start to twitching
Smoking weed and popping so much pills I know I'm the highest nigga
Might just OD so I can hit the sky and see you nigga
And I swear that shit so f*cked up nigga
Niggas be so envy they rather see you dead than see you winning, uh
But if I'm his karma I'm gonna up it
Bust his brains out and leave his bloodstains on the carpet
Cause I can't let nobody else play
Call my shooters they gonna be like f*ck it this a lick today
And I'm so f*cked up I'm gonna think that shit's a thrill
But if it's bout my dawgs I swear to God I'll do that drill
I don't know what else to do with all this hurt inside of me
I've been f*cked up since a kid from all the f*cked up shit I seen
Reminiscing when I'm sober pop a pill try not to feel
Every time I get a blessing I just wish that they were here
And I swear to God I miss you nigga
Purple dranks inside my Styrofoam every time your spirit hit me
You was posed to be here by my side you was posed to get in with me
Now the only way that I can talk to you is looking at the ceiling, uh
And I can't even think clearly
Blurry thoughts inside my mind I'm too high off of pills and jiggas, uh
And I swear I might just crash out nigga
Dump the whole team for you
Uh, I'm blasting rounds for you nigga