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Slippin' over someone who doesn't even give a f*ck
How am I supposed to pretend like I don't care
I didn't tell you, but you're the only reason I stayed here
But then I just act like I'm fine
I lose a bit of myself every time I lie
I'm not lying to you, I lie to myself
Why do I act like I don't need help, I do
I know that I need it, but I also need you
Why do I still seek?
When I know what's best for me
Why do I keep on running back
I know that you're not lookin' back at me
But I still act like I'm competing
Why do I ask myself why you're not looking back
I understand that you don't owe me anything
But I still wonder why you couldn't let me be seen
Just a second of your time
I gave you most of mine
I have so many thoughts behind my eyes
Then I look up to you, tryna find myself
Still don't understand why I act like I don't need help
I just can't help myself when I see you
Why do I still seek?
When I know what's best for me (I do)
Why do I keep on running back
I know that you're not lookin' back at me
But I still act like I'm competing
Why do I ask myself why you're not looking back
Maybe it's a sign that I should stop trying
Reciprocation's a bitch
If I don't get it back then I should quit
When I look back, I'm holding air
Shoulda known that you don't care
But I'm still waiting for you
Like I always do