180trey - Fade Away Lyrics

I feel it fading away
Everyday I think about dying will he take me away
My lil brother lookin up to me
So I'm gone make a way
Even tho they tell me they love me i can still feel its fake
I know i said that it's okay tho
My heart erupt like a volcano
Like listen up hear what i say tho
I do them hits that if I'm paid tho
Dont bring your love this way
Just know I'm gone push it away tho
Sometimes i hesitate
Just trynna get it out the way tho

Now this passion I developed for my music
Im in my zone I'm too into it
Now this my hustle what you doing
Now i can't knock a mans hustle
But i can have my mans touch you
Bet if he blow he land a couple
Just for some bands inside a duffle
I ain't gone lie feelings I hide everyday tho
My boy den died got his halo
Try not to cry everyday tho
I dream i died, shot in the face tho
But every since then it got to stay close to me
But really that's just how it's supposed to be
You know I got to keep that toast with me
He in that jam if he get close to me
I've been really trying to get it on my own
Always working and never at home
Distance myself but dont feel wrong
Sometimes I just sit back and think a lot
Like what's going to happen when we gone
I'll stop you out and I won't need a sock
You'll get beat up won't need a chrome

I feel it fadin' away
Everyday I think about dying will he take me away
My lil brother lookin up to me
So I'm gone make a way
Even tho they tell me they love me i can still feel its fake
I know i said that it's okay tho
My heart erupt like a volcano
Like listen up hear what i say tho
I do them hits that if I'm paid tho
Dont bring your love this way
Just know I'm gone push it away tho
Sometimes i hesitate
Just trynna get it out the way tho

See I'm a solid one, if we do this can't tell no one
Been through a lot don't show it's none
Just a Youngin trying to have some fun
I ain't gone lie want someone I can love on
Probably kiss a hug on
Sit up all day on the phone
Probably write a love song
Just cause she tell you that she loves you don't be stupid use your head
Cause while she telling you she love you, I be right under the bed
On my own wave I'm a trendsetter
Go thru my phone but i wont let her
Tell the judge free both of my parents
And I just sent out my mom letter
They told me switch it up and speak about all the stuff that they relate to
But I don't like to get emotional I really hate to
They tell me they don't like my songs
Well it must not be made for you
I tell them let me know I'm in the wrong
Then i wont have hate for you

I feel it fadin' away
Everyday I think about dying will he take me away
My lil brother lookin up to me
So I'm gone make a way
Even tho they tell me they love me i can still feel its fake
I know i said that it's okay tho
My heart erupt like a volcano
Like listen up hear what i say tho
I do them hits that if I'm paid tho
Dont bring your love this way
Just know I'm gone push it away tho
Sometimes i hesitate
Just trynna get it out the way tho