Sometimes i died, sometimes i cried
Thinking bout suicide
And shit i tried, to notify the God
If he's alive
This life ain't real i took this time to grow and Vilify
Self relating cannot say that you never tried
I really like the sound of hate oh wait
That shit too deep for the first line
Know you can say
You say that you're a final draft man this shit a template
We building up, to craft the crazy life that is today
And i say
So what's this time that's ticking
New bitch, bitching
New work getting, more cash spending, more times betting
Think about weddings
Yeah, Life is really unforgiving
Can't escape the dark of sinning
Be the light, thats winning
Sometimes i died, sometimes i cried
Thinking bout suicide
And shit i tried, to notify, the God
If he's alive
This life ain't real, i took this time to grow and Vilify
Self relating, cannot say that you never tried
Sometimes I try
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I won't
Sometimes I'm rid of all my hope
Like what's the point, don't even know
I'm wasted
Got a problem, won't face it
Happiness i won't chase it
Times goes fast like I'm racing
Think my intentions is something evil
Get hate from these other people
Like happiness is illegal
They push, till i put the needle in my vein
I Can't stand it I'm stranded with this f*cking pain
Can't even manage the damage I go insane
Sometimes i died, sometimes i cried
Thinking bout suicide
And shit i tried, to notify, the God
If he's alive
This life ain't real, i took this time to grow and Vilify
Self relating, cannot say that you never tried
Sometimes, there will be, better times than others
My lover, and this ain't forever, im right
Now to get away from the singing shit, a waste of time
I would rather kill myself, than invest time into a dime
She can fine whine, pop that pussy, and it's all fine
But the moment you f*ck a bitch it's when you crossed the line
I'm done playing that shit, near done lost a rhyme
I'm just crossing through temples, and im going through your mind
Shit big just like my mental, and im working 9 to 9
I Hope i don't offend you, i just gotta bind to blinds
Now listen, first part got you missing
Reminiscing, remember times we was kissing
My ambition, now you dissing
Like the state of mind, minding my business
You wash the dishes
When i start a fire is that when you really want to listen
I chase'em, Jason Kruger down the street I'm racing
I face'em like my demons all up in my face and
I kill'em, have you seen my children? Misplaced them
Prolly on your face, and i connect the dots, i trace'em
They really doubted me, progress through a year that shit astounded me
But honestly, used to feel like my life's a f*cking comedy
But now you see, i'm able to live my life so flawlessly
Going to my family and be like "hey ma you proud of me?"
Misplaced the prophecy, how can you not succeed
Against all lies he was as proud to be
Not even raised properly, treated like someone's property
Working on high quality, just tryna be, somebody new cause you copy me
Now tell me what's the feeling when you're deep inside your bag, yeah
Tricking all the ears and treat'em up with candy, yeah yeah
Mr.Clean her face and then she looking shiny, yeah yeah
Told my ex that i was back, she told me sorry, yeah , yeah
Spit the linguists, the eclipse far from distance, told her ass she would miss this
Too bad she ain't listen, ask her up if she got shit
We went back to the function
With the euro and french kiss, after that give attention