They broke my heart the night you died
You know I don't like to cry
This street shit left me traumatized
Wipin' tears from your mama's eyes
I questioned God too many times
Like, why we livin' just to die
Type of shit run through my mind
Watch the opps when I'm outside
F*ckin father, never cared
Love my mother, she was here
Treat my niggas like my brothers
We can't fall out bout no bread
It's only God that I fear
We done shed too many tears
They took away my older brother
He done got too many years
So numb inside, can't shed no tears
Feel like I'm tryna cry
I miss my dawg like all the time
Can tell I'm hurt, look at my eyes
Been f*cked up since a young nigga
I can't even let it hide
They tryna take my soul from me
Never know when it gon' slide
I got that call my momma died
I just fell to my knees
Seen tayon in that casket
I'm askin' god to help me please
I try to put my pride aside
I'm feelin' like it's all on me
I'm feelin' like it's all on me
I'm feelin' weak without you here no im not stronger
I miss your presence, to this day, this shit get harder
I stay alert when I move, I keep my guard up
They broke my heart the night you died
You know I don't like to cry
This street shit left me traumatized
Wipin' tears from your mama's eyes
I questioned God too many times
Like why we livin' just to die
Type of shit run through my mind
Watch the opps when I'm outside