F*ck hopeful living
Double f*ck the system
I've been sick of niggas
Always hating me
Talking shit but its c'est la vie
Say my piece
Win my wars
Kill the bull shit
I'll be paid in full
No obstacle could ever stop me
Been Rock Lee to a sand nigga
Greatest I've seen and it's been a minute
Sunken place but I built a vision
Subdivisions of my mind grew
Purple clouds I'm in love with you
We've been feeling blue
In these green days
And I Hate the distance
You've been what im missing
Tired of running from hope
Faded as f*ck in my zone
F*cking you good for a minute
Stuck with this lump in my throat
Gave everything
My heart and soul and got nothing back
No pat on backs
I don't give a f*ck
Look at where im at
All the shit im growing
Steady planting seeds we know what we doing
It's a garden bitch better get wit it
No trends nigga cuz Ive been about it
Sky diving no parachute
Grey clouds only getting blacker
I've been getting blacker
Say it so proud
On the road back missing SoCal
Wanna say something but I might not
I've been so guarded from the hurt
So guarded
Been going through it
De tached but I love feeling
Feeling love but I won't admit it
So guarded from the hurt
Cant let myself fall in love again
I know how it ends
Im sick of it
Broken hearted
Make it double time
Seen it all in my head once
Make it real so I feel right
Make it real so I am alone
Lying when you say you love me
Won't nobody ever love me
Mama said it and its so must be true
Let you beat me down till I'm blue and blue
I could do it all on my own
Nothing's real inside my cell phone