Stuck in a Loop Video (MV)

Family passing in front
F*cked up in public
So please do make fun of me
Tryin to grow my own money tree
Trying to find all my unity
Imma be honest I hate what this do to me
Dreams that the police be shooting me
Sometimes feeling that all this is new to me (yuh)
My body ain't cover in jewelry (nah)
Niggas be making that stupid beef
I be Feeling so low when I'm f*cking solo
Shit I kick is most dope
Might wanna hit that flash
Tryna find a faster way to cash
Tryna find a way to keep my heart in one piece
I've been fight with this brain disease
Sadness really tryna kill me
Some days
When my heart isn't grounded
I float above the water
Dip my head in it
And I can't keep swimming
But I keep on living
In hopes I make a change
In hopes that you hear my name
And feel like I can be the voice that wash away your pain

But I feel like I'm stuck in a loop
Like I ain't got nothing to
Like I ain't got nothing to