Powdered donuts for breakfast
Coffee sipping with a spliff
Time I wasted living didn't
Dime a dozen friends who I was kicking with
Never going home when my mom intended
Dope been smoked about a blunt a minute
Cope with death too early in our defense
Consequence of getting reckless
Cut the deck before the palace dealt
Cut the check and cop an ounce of health
Cut the deck before the palace dealt
I don't know why I never get help
I don't know why I've never known myself
I don't know why I'm lying feeling guilt
Stuck in this hole but I'm trying to dig out
Bitch
Ducking the bitches who acting weird behind my back
Stuck in the trenches bleeding with bullets flying past
Smoking a cigarette for the first time in fact
Roll up gorilla with only the realest homies you know me
And if you want beef then you gone get bologna
I'm grown you a pony, dummy get with the program
You in land of no man, lining my nose with the snowman
And lie through my teeth that Im fine I should probably be on a prozac
Family need some dope and I'ma take em to the dope spot
Wait out in my car because I'm way to stoned to cope with that
Throw me couple bucks and told me not to tell my momma shit
I ain't text my momma in a couple days now
Gramma hit my line and I just let the ringer sound
I don't know why I never get help
I don't know why I've never known myself
Body been pissed me, bottle of histamine
Not what I used to be drop
Dead as the deputy patience is testing me she dont remember me fondly
Time is my enemy my anything and everything
And anything I put my time into I give it everything
Except the one I had who gave me anything and everything
But anything I needed wasn't everything it seemed
Bring it back again to let em know that I ain't dead yet
Speaker in the living room all night we never get rest
Beer and marijuana mix two ninety bumping dipset
Thats Prior to arriving to the studio
Tired of denying our talent look in the mirror tho
Coexist with no one who doesn't inspire love and growth
See a bunch of people hating but they gonna listen though
And to everybody near me you are who I love the most
That's rose
I don't know why I never get help
I don't know why I've never known myself