Benders (feat. Lada L.C) Video (MV)

A cold December gon' approach quicker
I'm so consistent with the benders bitch I'm
Born different
I'm at the pond full of bones throwing stones
In it
Shit I'm just standing by the shore but I'm
Sure I won't be long till I'm swimming yeah
Sitting in my coffin shit I'm caught up in the sickness
Genetics don't make me feel cautious about
My addiction yeah
Make me feel cautious about my addiction
Yeah
Now I question my decision yeah
Am I really there for my moms or am I distant or
Why I ain't as close with my pops and all my siblings
I could talk about this shit on a song but that ain't gon' fix it
Little visits every day in a cot woulda thought of business
Because I live it up and now I'm gon' live out your predictions
Your predictions yeah
Turn this shit to my lesson
To my lessons yeah
Only to get defensive yeah
Yeah
That's the opposite of perfection
A lot say of who the man I be like I
Cannot seem to act right man
It seems like I'm
A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes A lot say of who the man I be like I
Cannot seem to act right man It seems like I'm
A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes Yeah when I drink sometimes
Yeah yeah when I drink sometimes
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Look, there's always something there to talk about
But I can never think of how I'm finna talk about it
Lash out when I'm smashed off the bottle now
I wanna tell all of my friends but they're not around it
And I don't know why I can't put the bottle down
And I don't know why I can't just perform without it
Or why I'm living in the past feeling sorrow now
I just grab another glass and a shot, I down it
Maybe I don't wanna look where the problem is
Maybe I'm too f*cking pussy to acknowledge it
Blake and the gang wanna hang every day and I love them
But how do I tell them I ain't feeling talkative
I don't wanna talk and shit, I ain't got no confidence
If I ain't got a bottle hanging out feel like a conference
The opposite of lit when chilling with me, you won't rock with it
An optimist, but if it's half empty, I'm drinking all of it
I'm not the one who got the girl after she made me fall in love
Next Up hear my music and they always think it sucks
Matter fact, I ain't never submit nothing they f*cking love
It's always"work on your delivery or mix" I'm like, what the f*ck
I done put my entire f*cking life into this shit
And I get ranked lower than niggas biting other shit
If 13 years of my life's work, isn't it
Hope I die next time that I'm slurping a 5th
Worked for this shit, nerd learn how to rip, bitch
Perfect with the way I worded this shit
I ain't never had to pop a perc for this shit
Sorry, I'm too f*cked up now, I'm slurring and shit
A lot say of who the man I be like I
Cannot seem to act right man
It seems like I'm
A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes A lot say of who the man I be like I
Cannot seem to act right man It seems like I'm
A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes Yeah when I drink sometimes
Yeah yeah when I drink sometimes
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes
A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes