Young Mallie - R.I.P Grammy Lyrics

They say time heals all, but as I'm starring at the wall
Watching the time pass I'm not healing at all
Wish I answered your calls
But I would hit decline and say "I'll pick up next time" I made you feel small
Now I'm feeling weak
Grammy taught me don't trust their words
Observe, look and put your trust in what you see
But that's when she could speak
Now I'm full of grief
Hope you rest in peace
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Grammy I miss you
Who imma call now when I'm having an issue?
Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu
Lord give me a reason why you had to take her too
Tears fall how I'm grieving I need more than a tissue
Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?
Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu
Know you're in a better place hope I see you soon
And I'm thinking bout your face
Talking to the moon
Yeah talking to the moon
And I'm thinking bout your face
Talking to the moon
Hmm and I'm thinking bout your face
When daddy called me in the room
To break the news I was motionless
People blew my phone up I'm just scrolling past condolences
Ion want no condolence I want my Grammy back
Aye black heart that's the slogan you know imma stand on that
Gave me my first car now I'll never get to pay her back
I wish I got rich before you left so I could pay you back yeah yeah
Mmm cash
Really need to pay you back yeah yeah
Yeah I'm guessing heaven needs my Grammy more
When I was younger never knew what all life had in store
But now I wonder
If the good die young and the evil prevails
I got two choices a early death or life in jail
Uncle Fred sometimes I wish I was dead just so I could see your face
Now Grammy gone too, and her love made me feel safe
In this world full of snakes and fakes hard to escape
In reality we all gotta die someday
I talk to God when I'm lonely not just on a Sunday
Steady wishing Grammy could hold me that's the reason I pray
And I be missing all my homies like dem boys ran away
You really love me gotta show me that's what Grammy would say
Fighting back tears as I write these words on this piece of paper (tears)
Grammy it'll never be goodbye only see you later
Still remember when you took me to your home in Turks and Caicos (Turks)
Treated me like a king even when I felt like a failure
You brought me everything, generosity in ya nature (Suave)
She slipped and hit her head damn I wish I was there to save her (damn)
On that hospital bed it was way too painful to face her (damn)
Grammy right now you dead but I know you with the creator (God)
She would always bow her head just to pray for all of her neighbors
Know you hated how in my songs, I would curse like a sailor
And when Shema broke my heart, I know you never forgave her
Pay my bail
If I went to jail
Didn't have to persuade her
Dropped out college but I promise you imma be something major
So Grammy like I said it's not goodbye I'll see you later
Grammy like I said it's not goodbye I'll see you later
Grammy like I said it's not goodbye
Grammy I miss you
Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?
Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu
Lord give me a reason why you had to take her too
Tears fall how I'm grieving I need more than a tissue
Who imma call now when I'm having a issue?
Got me fighting demons just like I know jujitsu
Know you're in a better place Hope I see you soon
And I'm thinking bout your face
Talking to the moon
Yeah talking to the moon
And I'm thinking bout your face
Talking to the moon
Hmm and I'm thinking bout your face
Kamal when you have grandchildren
And you want to ma-make something of them
And want them to love you
You have to love them