Chemical Lobotomy Video (MV)

I don't smoke cigarettes
I don't drink alcohol
I tried them and I didn't like them at all
My Doctor gave me some pills
That took most all of my will
I love you madly
I guess that I always will
Now just look in my eyes
Are they lifeless and dead
They once where blue
Now they look mostly red
Now I've developed a shake
And sometimes my eyes start to twitch
And I'm so dam impulsive

Chemical lobotomy
It's not like I can't feel a thing
I can still feel love and rage and hate
The things it does to me
Sometimes life is a mystery
Sometimes I can't get out of bed
I'm a member of the walking dead

I'm a pain in the ass
It's so easy to do
I'm wide open when your not in the mood
I'm so up and so down
I guess I act like a clown
I get so worked up
And then you calm me down
I don't want to hurt you
I guess I owe you my life
I know the pain I cause you
Cuts like a knife
Where do we go from here
Should I come off my meds
This little zombie just might wake dead

Chemical lobotomy
It's not like I can't feel a thing
I can still feel love and rage and hate
The things it does to me
Sometimes life is a mystery
Sometimes I can't get out of bed
I'm a member of the walking dead

I don't want to go back home
I miss my brother so much
Wish I could take him but I'd just mess him up
I can't take care of myself
The way that I know I should
A junkie down the street he
Beat me up good
The hospital took care of me
I really can't a thing
I've got double vision
And my ears kind of ring
I've got this voice in my head
I think that he wants me gone
And if I go will he go with me

Chemical lobotomy
It's not like I can't feel a thing
I can still feel love and rage and hate
The things it does to me
Sometimes life is a mystery
Sometimes I can't get out of bed
I'm a member of the walking dead