Gotta level with myself
Yeah
Ooh
Hey
Yeah, hey
Ooh, let's go
Let's go
Used to all the common disappointments
Maybe I can pick your brain a moment
I'm floating, no coasting through this shit
Take the hits by my lonesome
Find another way to break the bank, helps my emotions
Showing up alone to all my family functions
Asking me about this guy and how everything's going
Making up excuses like"I didn't really know him"
But I finally paid off all those loans I was owing
Cause I'm still working on me
My brain's developed and I still got my OGs
Sparking up, forget that I am lonely
Making plans and canceling the same day that you told me
No hate, but it's a crazy life to live
Always expecting more than I f*cking give
I can't even tell you how it really f*cking feels
I just hope one day I can slow down and heal
Make a way for myself, hold on
To all the things that made me grow up, move on
From all the things that made me blow up
Cause I'm over all the shit that I can't grow from
Oh
These days I'm really stressing out
Anxiety gotta kick me when I'm down
Push them away, never keep them around
Silence is bliss and I enjoy the sound
I know I'm not that important
But if I f*ck with you, you should f*cking love it
Cause one red flag will f*cking blow it
And I ain't got time for you to feel emotions
Cause I'm still working on me
Shit's cool cause I still got my OGs
Riding low, top down with my homies
And if you knew me last year, you don't know me
That's the old me
Need to get a newer picture
Days go by, getting a little quicker
Wisdom comes to those who put plans into fruition
Hold it down if I'm still f*cking with you
Getting a little richer
Oh
Frontal lobe's developed and I'm learning my lessons
Yeah, uh, ayy
Ayy
FLD
Right, right