Darkness creeping in
Absorbing all that I am
I regret my past
Devouring all that I am
I cant ever look forward
Always looking back
I can't sleep
And breathing hurts
My soul needs to rest
I find I'm self absorbed
Yet I care about all
I find every time I do right
I am stabbed in my back
Struggling to prosper
Struggling to rise above all
Struggling to find some Solace
Within myself
I find my Shame flood over
And drown in my regret
I find my Shame is what makes me
What defines me