Smoking Popes - First Time Lyrics

To my first time

And I can't sleep tonight
I'm thinking about when you said yes
That was the last time
Either of us will mean it that much

You've got a new boy
I could have picked
Someone better for you
Not that it matters much
But we used to have the same taste

Well there's a first time for everything
All of mine were with you
I guess I'm lucky for that
But it just makes things harder for me now