Can't do it this winter it ruin me every single
Year
Lacking B12 got four in a row but no bingo
Here
She lacking D, well damn me too
Wake up when it's dark 2 hours then the day is through
I guess I'm SAD damn how bout you
Wake up at 6 am no lights
Get out of work at 6 pm no lights
Damn this shit makes depression more depressing
Happy thoughts in summer but now I'm digressing
Getting more anxious by the second guessing
Overthinking paranoia leaves no mental place for resting
Have to drink to stay warm everything feel so cold
Took some sips off the whiskey now I feel so old
But with nighttime staying round do days even change
And if the days don't come then do I even age
So this winter keep me young but keep my thoughts so played
Months gone pass but only feel like a long ass day
Can't do it this winter it ruin me every single
Year
Lacking B12 got four in a row but no bingo
Here
She lacking D, well damn me too
Wake up when it's dark 2 hours then the day is through
I guess I'm SAD damn how bout you
Snow fallen so graceful and a look so soft
But everything beautiful comes at its cost
Driving in this powder imitates my psyche sliding
Reclusive behavior like this sun hiding
Anger is just a snow storm ride blinding
Reminding me that this is not over yet
Hating every moment hygiene left unkept
To much time spent on overthinking regrets
Then regretting the overthinking it's just one big mess
Only makes me want to vomit but continue on upset
I drink more
To keep warm
Feel older be warned
Nights get colder I've sworn
To let myself live in peace and leave winter to adorn
Can't do it this winter it ruin me every single
Year
Lacking B12 got four in a row but no bingo
Here
She lacking D, well damn me too
Wake up when it's dark 2 hours then the day is through
I guess I'm SAD
How bout you