Did you ever wake up in a different world
Than you fell asleep in
Finding out nothing ever had a meaning
And all you thought to have is gone
Did you ever think being all by yourself
Is the worst of company
An uninvited guest
You cannot tell to leave
Whos about to escalate
I know that it cant be real
Its only in my head
But this is the way it feels
And I cannot help it
Its coming for me again
So silently violent
Its tearing me up
So tell me
Where am I supposed to go
When everything Ive ever known
Is drawn into a black hole
And everything i touch is cold
Where am I supposed to go
I know I shouldnt be alone
But everyone is far too close
So where am I supposed to go
When everywhere is far from home
Did you ever feel like
The fire that burned inside you
To light your way
Has burned out
Leaving you with the shades of grey
And with your bones too weak to move
Did you ever find yourself wondering
How the hell you could make it through
Not getting back your own point of view
Like you have never left a trace?
Im taken by emptiness
And everything becomes
So horribly meaningless
Who would have thought that
Nothing is heavier
To carry than everything
I wish I could disappear
But
Where am I supposed to go
When everything Ive ever known
Is drawn into a black hole
And everything I touch is cold
Where am I supposed to go
I know I shouldnt be alone
But everyone is far too close
So where am I supposed to go
When everywhere is far from home
Lost in the here and now
And everything that's left to me is
Mistakes I can't undo
And memories I can't repeat
Feels like I've been cut out
From where I used to be and
Put into a vacuum with no way out
So
Where am i supposed to go
When everything Ive ever known
Is drawn into a black hole
And everything I touch is cold
Where am I supposed to go
I know I shouldnt be alone
But everyone is far too close
So where am I supposed to go
When everywhere is far from home