It was a New Feel getting to know you
A clear mind and you know I miss it so much
The ground wet from snow
Memories of unknown elation yet
My insecurity's a firm integration yeah
I'm still the same wreck
Writing songs doesn't help my case
And I'm focused on a feeling that has gone away, I mean
I was nervous and you were too
I'm comfortable for the most part and I'm good with you
I'm good with you
I have an old fear that continues to haunt me
I thought commitment would kill it
I guess not
I guess not
I tell myself I'm gonna act different but
Situations arise, I still act the same
I wish I could change
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
I'm still bitter but you love the same
For you I'll try for a better day
I don't deserve all the words you say
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
I'm still bitter but you love the same
For you I'll try for a better day
I don't deserve all the words you say