Nia Mae - aagghh Lyrics

I got so consumed by the internet
Started looking at myself different
Why are my thighs so big
Is my waist skinny
Oh God please forgive me
Because I should've never believed
The thoughts that enemy put in me
Oh God please forgive me

Food made me nauseous
Even when I thought about
Eating something
I got scared that I would
Take too much space
Regret the food I ate
Some calories a day
Won't keep the doctor away

My world started spinning
Whenever I got up
Can't believe how far this has come
It started with innocence
Today I'll just skip lunch
Then I got to a point when dinner was no fun

Food made me nauseous
Even when I thought about
Eating something
I got scared that I would
Take too much space
Regret the food I ate
Some calories a day
Won't keep the doctor away

Imagine loosing it all
Wow I finally got what I want
Yet people still look at you
With disappointment and disgust
You could loose more
It will never be enough
Just do it
You'll finally be loved

Oh you'll finally be enough
You'll finally be enough