VOID ETERNAL Album Lyrics by nothing,nowhere.

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ANX13TY

I've been down that road
I ain't going back, I know that
You walked out that door
Jumped ship, never wrote back (never wrote back)
And it seems, these days, this pain cuts deeper (f*ck you)
Turn the volume up, play the pain through the speakers (yeah)

I start to slip away, and I watch my heart-rate dissipate
Every night's another hell, this is my final farewell
It's not the same, I can't explain
The years turn into memories, this anxiety
(This anxiety)

It's getting harder to maintain, we not on the same page
I'm trying to change, get out these constraints
You say that you reppin' L.A.? I'm reppin' the Champlain
Dirt on my kicks, so f*ck a city slick
New sound, we disturbing the public
They ask me for a name, and I tell 'em it's nothin'
I'm still pushing through the pain and the setbacks
We 'bout to take it all, motherf*cker, so step back

I start to slip away, and I watch my heart-rate dissipate
Every night's another hell, this is my final farewell
It's not the same, I can't explain
The years turn into memories, this anxiety

This anxiety
This anxiety

I start to slip away, and I watch my heart-rate dissipate
Every night is another hell, this is my final farewell

I start to slip away, and I watch my heart-rate dissipate
Every night is another hell, this is my final farewell
It's not the same, I can't explain
The years turn into memories, this anxiety
(This anxiety)

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TRAG3DY

Sirens
Whisper through the night
The tension builds, it cuts you like a knife
Try to separate the feeling from the fact
Your sanity is never coming back

Tragedy
Amputates the skyline
The memories leave you paralyzed
Apathy
Eats you from the inside
Left with nowhere to hide

Closure
Was never in the cards
I watched you disappear in front of me
(Run away)
Try to separate the feeling from the fact
Your sanity is never coming back

Tragedy
Amputates the skyline
The memories leave you paralyzed
Apathy
Eats you from the inside
Left with nowhere to hide

Tragedy
Amputates the skyline
So why don't you?
So why don't you?
So why don't you
Break my neck?
And lay me down to rest
Slit my throat
Just tell me you love me before you go
(Before you go)

Tragedy
Amputates the skyline
The memories leave you paralyzed
Apathy
Eats you from the inside (from the inside)
Left with nowhere to hide

Break my neck
And lay me down to rest
Slit my throat
Just tell me you love me before you go
(Before you go)

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CHR0MAKILL3R

Alive and confined
Intertwined by design
Decline, decompose
Decay
The wounds
(Let it go)
Let it take, oh

Desperation
Deprivation
Syndication
Desperation

Yeah
I got a death note, effigy right on the tombstone
I'm finding the tempo, remember me as a memento
The mind is a witness, the body'll carry the sickness
You told me you loved me, the way that you said it was cryptic
I can't pretend like I'm not cynical
'Cause I've been everywhere
And by now, I should know
That what's meant for you passed
And the memories don't last
Now you're left with the lack
And there's no coming back

Desperation
Deprivation
Syndication
Desperation

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SUICIDE_PACT

I gave everything I had but it's not enough
Try to keep it all inside, but it's just too much
Between you and me I've burned my final bridge
Turn the stereo and let that vinyl spin

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every 365 the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face in the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb
Tryna live is like I'm watching a re-run
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night, when I sleep, I hallucinate

Waiting for a sign
(You kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life
('Cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains
(I know I can't escape, I know I can't escape)
This body is just a home for this pain
(Let me go)

Let me go

But I know I can't escape
(I know I can't es-)

Looking back to the past with cataracts
Let it fade 'cause it's never coming back
Losing grip of the memories
I feel a ghost try to cut my extremities
Please, somebody, come save me
Wake me 'cause lately, feeling crazy
Losing grip of the memories
I feel a ghost try to cut my extremities

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every 365 the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face in the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb
Tryna live is like I'm watching a re-run
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night, when I sleep, I hallucinate

Let me go

Waiting for a sign
(You kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life
('Cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains
(I know I can't escape, I know I can't escape)
This body is just a home for this pain
(Let me go)

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THIRST4VIOLENCE

Never thought I'd be counting all these bankrolls
Nowadays, we gon' make it rain like it's April
Country boy up north cooking maple
And we cooking beats in the woods from the table
Mm, mm, yeah, it's like that
I remember cuttin' vocals in the hatchback
Nowadays, studios in the cold black
Said I sold out, man

F*ck 'em, I ain't goin' back
F*ck 'em, I ain't goin' back
Yeah, yeah
F*ck 'em, I ain't goin' back

Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence
Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence

Catch me outside, but you won't 'cause I'm emo
Stay in the back in all black, I hate people
Why you tryna talk back to the reaper?
How you gonna hate bumping me in your speakers?
Know the gang, bitch, pulling up with the scythe
I see demons in my dreams almost every night
I got anxiety, depression, shaking hands with my head
I'm a liability when I'm off of the meds
What, what, where the f*ck you at?
I've spent a whole year tryna get my life back
There's only one, whole gang always tryna check?
Step off, think you're leaving in a bodybag

F*ck 'em, I ain't goin' back
Yeah, yeah
F*ck 'em, I ain't goin' back

Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence
Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence

I'm at the tip-top
I hold 'em down, I'll shake these bitches
I bet you catch your witches
I can make you shit your britches
I kill my enemies, I cannot stop, you're shaking P
I'll give you one more chance, just don't forget the double D
You see the Fredd and he got double personalities
Part from murder, he just gonna run the business, B
They call me Don when I'm home
Rockin' steady from my home
Always lackin' when I'm packing but I ain't no Corleone
Got my mama callin', tell her "We don't got a problem"
Freddie wrapped it up, it's final cut
Now I'm here to fall in love
Rocking Gucci head to toe
I'm here to f*ck your daughter, though
She got the look, now the Freddie's f*ckin' hooked

Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence
Soundwaves cutting through all the silence
The sun sets, now I got a thirst for the violence

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nothing,nowhere.

[nothing,nowhere.]
How can you save me when you wanna break me?
You say you love me, but act like you hate me
You were the poison I should have avoided

[nothing,nowhere.]
I can see the shadows dancing on the ceiling
I can see the knife that you think you concealing
Only time I dream is when it's nightmares
I've been fighting with your memory, it don't fight fair

[nothing,nowhere.]
All this pain buried inside me
I'm ashamed I let you lie to me
How dare you reach out your hand?

[nothing,nowhere.]
How can you save me when you wanna break me?
You say that you love me, but act like you hate me
You were the poison I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom

[nothing,nowhere.]
Now I swim in the venom
Should've run, but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom

[nothing,nowhere.]
I don't wanna feel high
Don't wanna numb my broken feelings tonight
The edge of your knife, the blood from your bite
I act like I'm fine, but the truth is I'm way past the line

[nothing,nowhere.]
All this pain buried inside of me
(And it never goes away)
Why did I let you confide in me?
(Now there's nothing left to say)


[nothing,nowhere.]
How can you save me when you wanna break me?
You say that you love me, but act like you hate me
You were the poison I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom

[nothing,nowhere.]
Now I swim in the venom
Should've run, but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom (Now I swim in the venom)

[nothing,nowhere.]
Now I swim in the venom

[Aaron Gillespie, Spencer Chamberlain & nothing,nowhere.]
The nicotine, the mezzanines
The cocktail dress amphetamines
The snakeskin heels, the sex appeal
It's all so insincere
How dare you reach out your hand?
How dare you reach?
How dare you reach out your hand?
How dare you reach?

[Aaron Gillespie & Spencer Chamberlain]
How can you save me when you wanna break me?
You say that you love me, but act like you hate me
You were the poison I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom


[nothing,nowhere., Aaron Gillespie & Spencer Chamberlain]
How can you save me when you wanna break me?
You say that you love me, but act like you hate me
You were the poison I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom (Swim in the venom)

[nothing, nowhere., Aaron Gillespie & Spencer Chamberlain]
Now I swim in the venom (Swim in the venom)
Should've run, but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom

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CYAN1DE

Goodbye
Chlorine-clouded skies
Goodbye
I want to watch you burn alive
Yeah (yeah)

Give a f*ck about a party, I'ma stay in the back
I'm cross-faded, mix depression with a panic attack
Ever since I was a kid, I never fit with the crowd
I was hoping by my age I would have figured it out
Talkin' 'bout the shit I lived is like I'm swallowing razors
Try to make it go away, write it down on some paper
And it's tough, 'cause no one wants to feel like they stuck
It's getting darker now and I've had enough

(Hello?) Goodbye
Chlorine-clouded skies
I want to watch you burn alive
I want to be your cyanide
(On and on, it never ends)
(On and on, it never)
Tonight
Be my lullaby
I want to watch you burn alive
I want to be your cyanide

Yeah
Feel the memories every time when the wind blows
I sit and reminisce about a time it was simple
I've been ruminating, going over the outcomes
A million different ways I could have changed, I was outdone
My insecurities and me, I was so numb
My brain is the only thing that I couldn't outrun, so
What would you do if everything that you touched died?
You lose the motivation to try

(Hello?) Goodbye
Chlorine-clouded skies
I want to watch you burn alive
I want to be your cyanide
(On and on, it never ends)
(On and on, it never)
Tonight
Be my lullaby
I want to watch you burn alive
I want to be your cyanide
(On and on, it never ends)
(On and on, it never)

Got a hurricane head for the sad songs
Half-crushed by hyper-love
The slow-killer years
Goodbye isn't

Goodbye

Be your cyanide, I'll be your cyanide
Be your cyanide, I'll be your cyanide
Cyanide

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ER4SER

Yeah, check
Check, check, yeah
One, two

I was born with a frail body in a porcelain house
Breaking every bone when I tried to get out
I figured I would grow strong
I would deal with the pain
But the years went by
And the feeling remained

'Cause I'm a lost cause
And I'm stuck in a loop
Hoping that I'll get better
And denying the truth
But I know
Everything is never what it seems
You could live, you could die, but I'm stuck in-between

Forget
My face
Forget
Erase
Don't tell me things I already know
I had to choose on letting you go
Tell me you feel it
And all this time I wasted alone
Waiting for you to pick up the phone
Tell me you feel this

Black out, shades down, no caption
I can tell you're lying by the way that you acting
Realtree Chainsaw in the backseat
YSL with the Carhartt khakis

Memories, backroads and the sunlight
Sick and tired of life
Bringing knives to a gunfight
Lately I been thinking 'bout the time wasted
Tryna find meaning in-between the separation

'Cause I'm a lost cause
And I'm stuck in a loop
Hoping that I'll get better
And denying the truth
But I know
Everything is never what it seems
See you could live, you could die, but I'm stuck in between

Forget
My face
Forget
Erase
Don't tell me things I already know
I had to choose on letting you go
Tell me you feel it
And all this time I wasted alone
Waiting for you to pick up the phone
Tell me you feel this

Forget
My face
Forget
Erase

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F0RTUNE_TELLER

So you wanted a change
From the seething and the sorrow
You've been wasting away
The night turns to tomorrow (turns to tomorrow)
So you wade through it all
The distance, denial
So you wait for the fall
Never living, survival (it's too late)

It's too late, I just wanted to say
That I need you but it's all in vain
Every day (every day), I taste the pain (I taste the pain)
And it feels like I'm giving up

See-through like cellophane
And I made steps, but it's still the same
And I came back, and I still remain
With that lidocaine on my chest, man
And I fell still
Lessen the blow with a new pill
Lately, I'm struggling uphill
Feel like I'm losing the race
It's been too
Ride around with that black truck
And I'm strapped up like I'm G.I. Joe
And I be alone
Introverted, leave me alone
The trees, they been telling me stories
The void is my home territory
Been trying to control all the worry
Regret waking up every morning (please don't say it's too late)

It's too late, I just wanted to say
That I need you but it's all in vain
Every day, I taste the pain (I taste the pain)
And it feels like I'm giving up

There's something in the way she moves
That makes me want to beg
Her hypnotizing gaze, a temporary place
A kiss from vacant lovers, addicted to the taste
I'm safe within your company, I'm safe from all the space

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M1SERY_SYNDROME

Eyes open
Blinding lights, my limbs are frozen
The sirens
Echo through the city streets tonight

You're micro-dosing empathy
To get me through the surgery
They're harvesting my arteries

Doctor, help me, tell me, am I breathing?
I can't tell if I'm awake or dreaming
On the stretcher (and I slip away)
Is it better (if I drift away?)
Doctor, help me, tell me, am I breathing? (Sometimes, it's hard to tell)

Take, take the love right from my lungs
You can't operate, need to amputate
So wait, wait and watch me start to bleed
You played your part, and I paid the price

Micro-dosing empathy
To get me through the surgery
They're harvesting my arteries

Doctor, help me, tell me, am I breathing?
I can't tell if I'm awake or dreaming
On the stretcher (and I slip away)
Is it better (if I drift away?)
Doctor, help me, tell me, am I breathing? (Sometimes, it's hard to tell)

Well, you look like love and you taste like pain
And you're all I want but it's not the same
When the heartbeat fades, I'll be on the table
So lacerate my chest, oh

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VEN0M

How can you save me
When you wanna break me?
You say you love me
But act like you hate me
You were the poison
I should have avoided

I can see the shadows dancing on the ceiling
I can see that knife that you think you concealing
Only time I dream is when its nightmares
I've been fighting with your memory, it don't fight fair
All this pain buried inside of me
I'm ashamed I let you lie to me

How dare you reach out your hand?

How can you save me
When you wanna break me?
You say that you love me
But act like you hate me
You were the poison
I should have avoided

Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom
Should have run but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom

I don't wanna feel high
Don't wanna numb my broken feelings tonight
The edge of your knife
The blood from your bite
I act like I'm fine but the truth is I'm way past the line

All this pain buried inside me
(And it never goes away)
Why did I let you confide in me?
(Now there's nothing left to say)

How can you save me
When you wanna break me?
You say that you love me
But act like you hate me
You were the poison
I should have avoided

Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom
Should have run but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom

(Now I swim in the venom)

The nicotine, the mezzanines
The cocktail dress amphetamines
The snakeskin heels
The sex appeal
It's all so insincere

How dare you reach out your hand?
How dare you reach?
How dare you reach out your hand?
How dare you reach?

How can you save me
When you wanna break me?
You say that you love me
But act like you hate me
You were the poison
I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom

How can you save me
When you wanna break me?
You say that you love me
But act like you hate me
You were the poison
I should have avoided
Now I swim in the venom (swim in the venom)
Now I swim in the venom (swim in the venom)
Should have run but I didn't
Now I swim in the venom
Now I swim in the venom

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MEMORY_FRACTURE

We fight, we fall, we f*ck
I sleep until the sun
I burn the memories
Your stomach's never full
It's filled with chemicals
The sound, it ends the lull

Yeah
I hate to see you cry
The low, it kills the high
The years, they pass you by

(I need some) space
Feel like giving up and it's late
I felt down before, but I can't
See that memory in that space
Sing that reverie in that place, it's empty
All of the things that we promised, it's true
All of the nights that I promised to you
That I would change

And I felt it all
The sound, the sight, the light across your face
Lie down
Lie down
Wake up
Wake up

The pain and agony
The silent casualties
The brain anatomy (fails you)

(I need some) space
Feel like giving up and it's late
I felt down before, but I can't
See that memory in that space
Sing that reverie in that place, it's empty
All of the things that we promised, it's true
All of the nights that I promised to you
That I would change

And I felt it all
The sound, the sight, the light across your face
Lie down
Lie down
Wake up
Wake up

All that's left behind is memories
The finite moments were temporary
A brief visit from serenity
A break from breaking down, flickering out
Somewhere between serenity and insanity
Somewhere between composure and catastrophe
I'll meet you where the pavement ends
Once again, it's all intangible
It's what I never had, it's what I never will
And all the silence, we watch it fracture
So let it fracture (so let it fracture, so let it fracture)