Toll on My Heart Video (MV)

Where do I even start?
Its taken a toll on my heart

Sad to say I'm used to being apart
You were a work of art

I fall in love in such little time
Turned out to be a big flaw of mine

Its made me start to feel so delicate
Its made me start to feel so love deficit

Impossible to see her smile
Impossible to feel hostile

I lie down and still see you with me
And I cry now knowing it can't be

It's time to put it at rest
I should go out and live my best
I should go out and reach my crest
But I can't
I just can't

It's not your fault but my heart is
Getting locked inside its vault

I realize this all sounds crazy
Our memories were seldom hazy

Was anything between us real?
I'll never know what you feel

I'll get better, baby one day
I'll write you a letter while miles away

Don't think you did anything bad and,
It's just not the first time this happened

There's one thing I need to do
(Let you) know I'll still care for you

It's time to put it at rest
I should go out and live my best
I should go out and reach my crest
But I can't
I just can't