Menkare - Atmos Lyrics

All of my trust steady falling to pieces
I went back to church and I'm talking to Jesus
I wish you knew better but nobody taught us
I wrote you a letter but nobody brought us
The logic and we cannot talk in the person
Closing my eyes and I know that I'm certain
You are the one that I meant in my dreams
Can't let you go, Baby what does that mean?
All of my trust steady falling to pieces
I went back to church and I'm talking to Jesus
I wish you knew better but nobody taught us
Wrote you a letter but nobody brought us
The logic and we cannot talk in the person
Closing my eyes and I know that I'm certain
You are the one that I meant in my dreams
I can't let you go, Baby what does that mean?
So break it all down, weed in the Asics
I'm missing the person I knew that I should've been
Remember the parties that Addison threw for us
Laughing together the bond was so true to us
2015, We was trapped in Nirvana
The snow keep on falling in purple areas
The snow keep on falling
The snow keep on falling
The snow keep on falling
You left me to crash
It's okay, okay
It is okay, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
It is okay, it's okay
What do I
What do I
What do I say, say
What do I do when the words that we say to each other
Don't really be holding its weight
Breaking a bond for the reason of trust
I really don't get it, they leave in a rush
Wanted Pracilla, she stuck with a better man
Stitching my heart to the part like a letterman
Then it repeats, LSD tripping me over to Jenn
Repeating the cycle, dancing like Michael
Over the questions of loving again
Look to moon, I'll be next to stars
Back to the ethers, we'll leave menage
Calling it happiness like damn
Only if we was stranger again (again)
All of my trust steady falling to pieces
I went back to church and I'm talking to Jesus
I wish you knew better but nobody taught us
I wrote you a letter but nobody brought us
The logic, and we cannot talk in the person
Closing my eyes and I know that I'm certain
You are the one that I meant in my dreams
Can't let you go, Baby what does that mean?
What's that mean?
I should let known I was okay
It's okay, it's okay
I, took my time, never been so clear
It's not what it looks on this side of the fence
Working this job got me wasting away
I tend to dip out when it doesn't make sense
My life isn't easy like as it appears
Cuz' all that I am, isn't up for display
Doubled the worth of the debt I repay
Everything is bound to disappear
And when you on your own, on your own
Yeah, I wish I could take it away
Stuck in the middle, don't wanna be stuck
Lost in the cause, I was found in fear
Cuz' nobody is calling here
Ask God why Quittie had to go
Like tell me all the things that Quittie ain't know
Like tell me why the slaves laid chained to the boat?
Like tell me why they burn our bodies and stayed warm with the coat?
Like tell me why they killed Mike Brown cold blood in the streets?
Like why they gotta kill me when I sell CDs?
Like why are the prisons invested in us?
Cuz' according to that, this ain't the land of the free
But a poor man still got a good day in him
Say its aye okay in the place they sent him
Just like a kid that be climbing a tree
I wanna get away from the hate and the place I'm living
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
And that sh*t hurts
Can someone get me out this curse
Just to be honest I hated myself
Had to realize, I could save myself
Yeah, marking my words Imma go out a legend
Hope I see Quittie and Granny in heaven
Just to be honest I hated myself
Then I had to realize, I could save myself
Man I know I f* cked up some things in the past
Cuz' things go astray and things don't last
Then I look to myself as the kid that was loving the bubblegum
Happy as ever with hope in his eyes
Taking the pillows from couches to building a fort
I was just hoping and dreaming that I made it to Narnia
I felt like I was living in all of the shadows
That all of people surrounded me
Everyone doubted me
Started rowing the boat, now I'm going extreme
You got me praying on my knees
Lord, you know you set me free
But I ain't shit without no team
This is for all of the kids that be listening
Don't you become any victim of pride
You gotta keep your head up, when you feel real down
You ain't the only one feeling alone
Reach out to people that's feeling the same
Cuz' we all fighting, struggling to cope
That's the main reason I wrote this song
Hoping I restore the hope
At the end of the day man, I hope you find happiness
She said man I really can't wait until you find it within
Always have the trouble of checking my ego
And I think that's the reason we couldn't be equal
Steady blaming the people instead of myself
Then I had to realize that sh*t don't help (Then I said)
How do you figure my absence affected us (She said)
Were scared to move on but it only protected us
But they only rejected us
Calling us n*ggas and gave us a trap
Man I really don't get it, I wish it was different
I wish we could go away
Taking advantage of the things that we throw away
And that shit hurts
And that shit hurts
Can someone get me curse
Get me out this hearse
I swear I'm good now
You got praying on my knees
But I ain't sh*t without