Won't you see that I'm trying my best
I know it's not my time but I'm unlike the rest
And while I fight my death, I might just write and confess
That in my mind you can't find nothing but a blind mess
F*ck kindness, she been all stuck up up in my head 'til my end
Man that's what her smile and eyes said
I light z's 'til I'm too high with a light head
But I lied there, said I'm sober, she can see my eyes red
Daydream memories while I blaze and see myself hit my fifth 3
I smoked too much that I had to hit streets
To keep my habits up 'fore my habits hit me
I don't know what happened but I happened to flip g's
They said I haven't, but I happened to bag 'n' zip p's
I get the bag in, bragging bout attacking rap with flows that you can't fathom
It just happens, left the game, I'm back in, they happened to miss me
But they rid me
Yeah they quit me
Wanting everything but it's f*ck all that they bring me
Wanting myself a win and I can feel it near me
So I hop up in the booth and get vocal like Whitney
Not just dealing local, hope my mum forgive me
It's murder she wrote but I don't know, I mean did she?
I'm trapped in a joke, how she went low and how she did me
And everything's an argument to her it's contradicting
She wanna air my texts, so I left her on read the next time that she send a message
One hour later I'm bored so I send it
It's f*ck love, you cunts know that I repent it
DTB, it's a must I present it
They envy me but they watch my successes
Pop MD beans as I bop to my next hits
Screaming f*ck the cold world and f*ck all of my exes
Now I'm cold and I'm stoned to the bone
Alone cause the loves postponed
And my home left me on my own for a brand new hoe
Like f*ck, I know I should've known
So my lungs blaze cones
Top shelf chronic exotic, want it, man it's hitting my dome
F*ck it, myself the only one that could ever stop it
I'll drop it the day she go and ring my phone
Bring my flows to the table
LV clothes, hoes give appraisal
Tell me hoe why you ain't able to stay by my side but for money you're fatal
You wanted space so I gave you the stars
Left and met bars fast and put my past in the past, is that spatial?
And f*ck it hurts cause said you weren't
But your twisting my words like a motherf*cking paraphrase tool
Won't you see that I'm trying my best
I know it's not my time but I'm unlike the rest
And while I fight my death, I might just write and confess
That in my mind you can't find nothing but a blind mess
F*ck kindness, she been all stuck up up in my head 'til my end
Man that's what her smile and eyes said
I light z's 'til I'm too high with a light head
But I lied there, said I'm sober, she can see my eyes red
Daydream memories while I blaze and see myself hit my fifth 3
I smoked too much that I had to hit streets
To keep my habits up 'fore my habits hit me
I don't know what happened but I happened to flip g's
They said I haven't, but I happened to bag 'n' zip p's
I get the bag in, bragging bout attacking rap with flows that you can't fathom
It just happens, left the game, I'm back in, they happened to miss me
Hearing sirens
Bro dump that, don't get caught with no mylans
Thrown that pack in the drain while I'm smiling
Cause in a couple hours I'll have another nine of them
And listen up, a sluts a slut
Only 2 weeks and she's on the next cunt
Don't you try to fix her, cause we both know that you can't
It's not love, it's her games she plays, it's f*cked up
Everything she does
And I wish someone told me that before I went and gave all of my trust
And holy f*ck, I wish I could just tell her she's the reason and the meaning
That I'm tweaking and addicted to the bud
So f*ck love
How'd I let it get to me?
Cause now I'm tripping in this hole like ketamine
And there's no winning, if I'm winning then they envy me
F*ck it, I love it, I'm appearing cause I'm meant to be
But like
Won't you see
Your my remedy
So I write my feels on these melodies
Look back on the field with the felonies
She took me out but I'm back for these enemies
That's why I'm DTB, that's what I'll always be
'Til my grave and the rest of them centuries
And they ain't beating me
Cause I'm feeding these fiends like I'm on a damn Vice Documentary
Pot got me f*cked up cunt mentally
Life trajectory is off but eventually, not potentially my destiny is LV accessories
And twelve racks on the left sitting next to me, I'm next up please
Aye, I hope her next guy hears this
My poor bro your getting in with the weird bitch
Matter fact I'm glad I went and disappeared bitch
Just pulled a Casper on your ass, how's it feel bitch
Her loss, her loss
Aye Lu$if on that come up
Let's go, let's run it