These are young children that, you know, just went up and openly shoot somebody and killed him
And there's not remorse
400 block of South F Street
8th Avenue, South and F Street
Deputies say it all started as a robbery
1100 block of South F Street
Right now on F Street, that's near 10th Avenue
South F Street in lake worth
As I pick apart my evil thoughts and see what they lead
I tend to fathom nasty bitches, pay the price and I leave
I recognize masseuse stars, are the queens to my king
But what's a king to a god or a god to a king
And every day that passes by, I don't regret how I feel
The devil came to me in the flesh and he struck me a deal
Secret potions I can drink to take away my pain
Hallucinogens from a homie to melt away my brain
You see, nothing in this world can't begin to believe
The person I've become, who I've chosen to be
Depression holds me in a balance
I want to see you guys bleed
Like why am I forsaken? Why not you and why me
And I've tried to seek God, don't think that I haven't
But drinking, smoking, laughing, are my natural bad habits
And no one here to teach me about my rights and my wrongs
My parents died when I was 12 and I was left all alone
So my uncle took me in and he wasn't much help either
He repped this gang so much I want to learn and I'm eager
So he took me to see his side, my mom and pop didn't like
Right behind the checkers rally, eat some fries and play dice
So quick to start my life, I want to fight and wear black
I rob a pair of shoes, they rob me too, I want it back
My friends said I'm lucky I get to bask in my sins
No telling me what tell me what to do, that's when my life first began
But weeks turn to months and months turn to years
The world is changing so fast, my homies gone and no one's here
As time passes by and I start to grow old
My life flashed before my eyes as my future unfolds
And I'm only 22, I'm the longest survivor
At the age of 23 I'm gonna die without guidance
So picture me a loser, a grown man who won't stop crying
I'm looking to the sky saying can't you see I'm trying?
So why God, why God do I have to suffer
This world ain't shit, won't you burn this motherf*cker
Can't you cure the world, keep the good and kill the bad?
And give me the life I've always prayed that I had
Before i go in fast asleep,
Love me for me