THINGS YOU RUINED Video (MV)

All these things I enjoyed before
I loathe them all now that you're out the door
You ruined my brain and this long list of things
When we met, didn't expect the hell that you'd bring

The place we met, grippy socks
Always waiting for a shoe to drop
Trailer parks, dogs in cages
Fill your journal, carnal pages
House of 1,000 corpses
Didn't know how much you enjoyed it
Talking you off every ledge
While you pushed me to the very edge
Trench coats, flat caps, worker boots
The root of every problem, you
Gravel driveways, sneaking in
We only scored so you could win
Cigarette butts in my car door
The stains of soot still stuck in my floor
Letting you move in with me
Every fake "sorry", every "please"

I resent you for making me hate these things
Treated me like trash, treated you like a king
It's so hard to tell what was truth, what was lies
I won't beat around the bush, I don't have to imply

All these things I enjoyed before
I loathe them all now that you're out the door
You ruined my brain and this long list of things
When we met, didn't expect the hell that you'd bring

80's rock and Only Girl
Why did I make you my whole wide world?
You ruined your entire town
Then ruined mine just to break me down
Applebee's and bubble tea
You paid with card, I paid with pieces of me
The feel of satin pillowcases
4am, sneak out the basement
400 bucks to see your favorite band
Someone narcan'd then dragged down the stands
The sidewalk where we used to smoke
Can't wait until the day you croak
Apologies you never meant
Each new day that I'd come to resent
There's more things that are ruined than things that are good
Tried to make me the villain, you thought you could (you failed)

I resent you for making me hate these things
Treated me like trash, treated you like a king
It's so hard to tell what was truth, what was lies
I won't beat around the bush, I don't have to imply

All these things I enjoyed before
I loathe them all now that you're out the door
You ruined my brain and this long list of things
When we met, didn't expect the hell that you'd bring

Your favorite song "I'm broken"
Should've seen where this was going
Your boat of misery, I stopped rowing
Now that you're gone, my skin is glowing
With all the things you tainted
All the portraits that I've painted
I take them all and erase them
All these things and you - I f*cking hate them

All these things I enjoyed before
I loathe them all now that you're out the door
You ruined my brain and this long list of things
When we met, didn't expect the hell that you'd bring

Let's see, what else am I forgetting?
Drug rugs, tiny plates, 60's sunglasses
Trains, holding hands, Beetlejuice
My virginity, Gettysburg, Trailer Park Boys
Every single f*cking song I wrote about you
Oh, and guys with tiny dicks