Jiah - a million thoughts Lyrics

Trae 1000
I'm hurting, but I still go and get out the bed
And it's bout a million thoughts that's going through my head
I've been searching all over, tryna find myself
I ain't tryna double back, I'm doing well
Swore that I couldn't see a day without you by my side
Oh we both got paid today, let's hit Rodeo Drive
I had you on a rainy day
I had you on a rainy day
It ain't right to be always playing victim
We both can admit, we've got trauma in our systems
Your honor I admit, that I really, really miss him
Snap out of it now TG, you don't remember why you leave
Starting to think that dick was all I needed
Thought my heart was broke, now I see my heart is really free
I don't care if that nigga choke, knew he'd be back begging on his knees
And I'm tryna to put down the smoke, know it's better ways to feel at ease
You ain't gon play with me
Ima let you gon do as you please
Music blowing while I'm riding down 85
It feels good not to have to answer to nobody
I feel good, that's just cannabis that's in my body
Shit be good, all up until shit get rocky
I don't see nobody, ain't a threat they pose to us
Guess I ain't fit the part, that nigga just had said close enough
Glad I played that smart, glad I knew I was going up
You should spend some time growing up
Baby, I been holding up
I'm hurting, but I still go and get out the bed
And it's bout a million thoughts that's going through my head
I've been searching all over, tryna find myself
I ain't tryna double back, I'm doing well
Swore that I couldn't see a day without you by my side
Oh we both got paid today, let's hit Rodeo Drive
I had you on a rainy day
I had you on a rainy day
Jiah