Why Am I Alive (feat. Freakshow) Video (MV)

I never would have dreamed of a world
Where I'd be fueled by so much rage
Couldn't tell you what I've seen
But the blood is on my face
Every single night I bleed
And the scars won't erase
Let a black woman scream
Because my penmanship
Will never sever like my blade
Step back femme attack real stack
Blow them back like bomb reacts
I'm an insomniac hyper dreams
Reducing weak souls by no means
No remorse often discourse
The blood stained floor boards
Can't make it any more obvious
I'm honest
I'm sick in the mind
Sick in brain
So sick with my pain
Do you see
Won't you bleed
While I add fire
I feel so dead inside
Why am I alive
Why am I alive
I feel like taking you with me
But I know
What hurts must go
I feel like taking under
Taking you with me
To a place they don't know
Why am I alive
Why do I feel dead inside
Look into my eyes
And realize you're all about to die
Take you to hell
You hear the f*cking bells
As we arrive
Reaper come find me
Why am I alive
Do you see
Won't you bleed
While I add fire
I feel so dead inside
Why am I alive
Why am I alive
Why am I Alive?
Why are you Alive?
Are you feeling dead inside?
Do you see
Won't you bleed
While I add fire
I feel so dead inside
Why am I alive
Why am I alive
I feel like taking you with me
But I know
What hurts must go
I feel like taking under
Taking you with me
To a place they don't know
Theres no time to take a look
Into my blackened soul
It's so righteous
Give it up
As you get swallowed whole
Why am I alive
Why am I alive
Let me die
Let me die