It's all a blur
Life's going too fast for me to control
And it isn't fun anymore
I'm living one day a week at the most
You've got a hold on me
Before you take away life, lock the doors
Don't wanna cry anymore
I just wanna fly from Dior nooses
Just wanna fly from Dior
Wanna fly from Dior
This is the peak of my emotion
I wake up every morning feeling hopeless
For months I've just been going through the motions
It's like I'm trying to sprint under the ocean
And slowly losing breath, amongst the sharks I cause commotion,
I should take a locomotive, run away and start my life anew
All the things I cared for, I would never do
Things I couldn't do, things I shouldn't do, dreams that won't come true
So I wrote some shitty drafts with my heart of black and blue
Better than having bottled up anxieties
My problems ain't even as bad as others, am I such a piece of shit?
For having all my exes think I'm such a piece of shit?
I haven't been happy honestly, so now my tongue slips
And I swear more, drink now, love less
This girl doesn't feel the same, I just gotta love less
This girl doesn't feel the same, I just gotta love less
This girl doesn't feel the same, rinse and repeat, can't finish this piece
It's all a blur
Life's going too fast for me to control
And it isn't fun anymore
I'm living one day a week at the most
You've got a hold on me
Before you take away life, lock the doors
Don't wanna cry anymore
I just wanna fly from Dior nooses
Just wanna fly from Dior
Wanna fly from Dior